chinodog

I am neither the wolf nor the sheep...I am the Shepard's dog watching over the herd. I am blood related to the wolf, but am unwilling to accept the unrelenting selfish killing that is ingrained into to my nature. I watch the herd because the sheep are too fuckin stupid and self involved to watch themselves. The Shepard is off watching the clouds dreaming of a better life...I am the first and only line of defense...I am the only one who sees the dangers for what they are...I am not scared to be seen for that I really am...I know the dangers and accept them. I fight them off...

It is only of late that I am questioning why I do what I do. I am beginning to think the sheep should evolve and take care of their own. I am beginning to think the Shepard is not really there. I get nothing out of protecting the sheep. I get nothing out of fighting the wolves except scars. The Shepard feeds me very little, and my stomach craves real food...I fight the urge to kill what I protect, but am beginning to loathe the outcome.