so it begins...I've tried to join a few groups on here and got denied cause I didn't keep a journal...so here it is...let's see if I can keep it this journaling thing up...I tend to start em and forget em after a little while...damn A.D.D. ...and you'll soon see, if you haven't already, that punctuation nor paragraphs exist in my happy little world... 
Today was interesting...it was my first weekend off in a while...I work alot...when I'm not working, I am looking to pick up photography/videography/editing gigs in my "spare" time...so needless to say I stay busy...and that's just fine...however it does tend to put a damper on my socal life or lack there of...but I like to work...I like to stay busy...but I also like to have friends and would like to get a woman back into my life...but I'm extremely picky and can't find the one that I mesh well with...anyway that's a story for another day...today I got up at 1pm...it was nice...I've been feeling like shit and apparently needed the sleep...I sat on the couch and watched some history channel and discovery channel with my dog...I love my dog. He's awesome...
I must have dosed off cause I woke up, was hungry so I made a shake...I've been making these shakes recently that fucking rock...2 small apples, 1 cup of vanilla yogurt, 2 cups of milk, a handfull of walnuts and a spoonfull of honey...and ice...it's gooooood...I downed that and shaved my head again, even though it's cold took a shower and went to a work related Christmas party...don't get me wrong, I like the people I work with, but I generally like them from the hours between 9 - 6. I don't really open up to them because I know them and anything I tell them will get passed around the newsroom faster then breaking news on a slow day...so I shy away from the aquardness when they ask me personal questions...to any one that I consider a friend-friend, I'm an open book...but not my work-friends...I went to the christmas party...and since I don't drink, I got 2 redbulls...it was funny to see them in a different environment...and drinking...one of the female reporters was looking for some action, but I politely declined...and she went on to the next single guy in the room...I couldn't help but laugh to myself...I mean when a woman who's on a "respected professional" reporter on TV comes over and sits in your lap...and whispers a little somethin somethin in your ear...that's not close to professional nor reporter ish...yes, I know she's a human too and has urges and whatnot...but come on, it's funny...because so many people hold tv reporters in a high reguard...and that's not the first time something like that has happened...but I also don't shit where I eat...that got me in trouble in my younger, budding video journalist days...so work and sex don't mix. period...so I went to another Christmas party at a bar I helped build and occasionally am a bouncer for...that was pretty fun...I saw a woman I hadn't seen in a long time...we chatted, she got closer and closer and was doing the touch-talking thing...ya know, when a woman is interested in a man, she does the flirty eye thing and touches the guy when she's talking to him...by the way, I have become a master at reading body language...and am fully aware of my own at all times...and not to mention that she's attractive and we have history of running into each other at random places, but she always had a boyfriend, or I was seeing a girl...but tonight we were both single...so I asked her out...that may not be a big deal for most, but for me, it is...we are gonna go see "I am legand" tomorrow...yay for me...but another thing I noticed when I was talking to her...I was getting more and more looks from other women the closer she got to me...I think the women could smell the interest eminiating off her for me, and the other women can smell it...so they all of a sudden get interested in the guy...it's like a fresh kill iat the mouth of a lion's den...the sent wafts for miles...but when the kill isn't fresh, it just gets passed over...she left and I chatted with a few friends and some girls came up to me and just started talking to me...that never happens...I was dumbfounded...so needless to say today was interesting to say the least. the end. it's 3:46 am and I need sleepy sleep.
Today was interesting...it was my first weekend off in a while...I work alot...when I'm not working, I am looking to pick up photography/videography/editing gigs in my "spare" time...so needless to say I stay busy...and that's just fine...however it does tend to put a damper on my socal life or lack there of...but I like to work...I like to stay busy...but I also like to have friends and would like to get a woman back into my life...but I'm extremely picky and can't find the one that I mesh well with...anyway that's a story for another day...today I got up at 1pm...it was nice...I've been feeling like shit and apparently needed the sleep...I sat on the couch and watched some history channel and discovery channel with my dog...I love my dog. He's awesome...
I must have dosed off cause I woke up, was hungry so I made a shake...I've been making these shakes recently that fucking rock...2 small apples, 1 cup of vanilla yogurt, 2 cups of milk, a handfull of walnuts and a spoonfull of honey...and ice...it's gooooood...I downed that and shaved my head again, even though it's cold took a shower and went to a work related Christmas party...don't get me wrong, I like the people I work with, but I generally like them from the hours between 9 - 6. I don't really open up to them because I know them and anything I tell them will get passed around the newsroom faster then breaking news on a slow day...so I shy away from the aquardness when they ask me personal questions...to any one that I consider a friend-friend, I'm an open book...but not my work-friends...I went to the christmas party...and since I don't drink, I got 2 redbulls...it was funny to see them in a different environment...and drinking...one of the female reporters was looking for some action, but I politely declined...and she went on to the next single guy in the room...I couldn't help but laugh to myself...I mean when a woman who's on a "respected professional" reporter on TV comes over and sits in your lap...and whispers a little somethin somethin in your ear...that's not close to professional nor reporter ish...yes, I know she's a human too and has urges and whatnot...but come on, it's funny...because so many people hold tv reporters in a high reguard...and that's not the first time something like that has happened...but I also don't shit where I eat...that got me in trouble in my younger, budding video journalist days...so work and sex don't mix. period...so I went to another Christmas party at a bar I helped build and occasionally am a bouncer for...that was pretty fun...I saw a woman I hadn't seen in a long time...we chatted, she got closer and closer and was doing the touch-talking thing...ya know, when a woman is interested in a man, she does the flirty eye thing and touches the guy when she's talking to him...by the way, I have become a master at reading body language...and am fully aware of my own at all times...and not to mention that she's attractive and we have history of running into each other at random places, but she always had a boyfriend, or I was seeing a girl...but tonight we were both single...so I asked her out...that may not be a big deal for most, but for me, it is...we are gonna go see "I am legand" tomorrow...yay for me...but another thing I noticed when I was talking to her...I was getting more and more looks from other women the closer she got to me...I think the women could smell the interest eminiating off her for me, and the other women can smell it...so they all of a sudden get interested in the guy...it's like a fresh kill iat the mouth of a lion's den...the sent wafts for miles...but when the kill isn't fresh, it just gets passed over...she left and I chatted with a few friends and some girls came up to me and just started talking to me...that never happens...I was dumbfounded...so needless to say today was interesting to say the least. the end. it's 3:46 am and I need sleepy sleep.