Well for those that missed Hyper's and Sniggity's loft warming party ya really missed out. Period.

I just wanna thank everyone who was there. Very rarely can you goto a party with such a diverse group of people and there be a consistent aura of enjoyment. It just didn't stop! Everyone was befriending or conversing with everyone and that in my mind is the perfect party.

Last night I had an epiphany. Ok so maybe I do have some self-esteem left in me to where I can approach and maintain a decent conversation with a women I'm interested in. My only qualm now is me asking the question, to myself, "Is she truly interested?." "Or am I just a free dinner?." Yes this mentality all originates from the past, etc., but it's definitely another bump in my road to a stable relationship. But then someone will always retort "But you'll be missing out!!." Missing out on what exactly? I feel like I can read people pretty well via body gestures and conversing. If she doesn't convey to me she's interested, why even bother getting a number? And no, again, I'm not missing out. She is . I just don't want to waste my time. That simple.

A special thanx goes out to Geckogirl for the bite mark on my neck! The bite was received in a purely joking stupor (My patient this morning said, and I quote "Had a wild time last night I take it?"