It's one of those days. A day when I wish I'd never wake up.
I'm tired of feeling used. I always go out of my way for others whether it be friends, family and acquaintances. I guess it's my natural behavior to make others happy. I can't remember the last time someone went out of their way for me (excluding my parents), without me asking. Call it an epiphone but I'd describe it as an "unpleasant awakening." I'm at a rather dismal juncture in life where I am extremely confused of what is expected in others. If you would have asked me this question roughly a year ago, I would have shrugged it off and really not have given it much thought. But considering how my life has changed so dramatically over the course of a month and a half, I really need to evaluate that question.
Money. How I FUCKING hate it. But sadly it's one of the tools I use to make others happy which others in the past have abused. I can honestly say, I hope history does not repeat itself....
I'm tired of feeling used. I always go out of my way for others whether it be friends, family and acquaintances. I guess it's my natural behavior to make others happy. I can't remember the last time someone went out of their way for me (excluding my parents), without me asking. Call it an epiphone but I'd describe it as an "unpleasant awakening." I'm at a rather dismal juncture in life where I am extremely confused of what is expected in others. If you would have asked me this question roughly a year ago, I would have shrugged it off and really not have given it much thought. But considering how my life has changed so dramatically over the course of a month and a half, I really need to evaluate that question.
Money. How I FUCKING hate it. But sadly it's one of the tools I use to make others happy which others in the past have abused. I can honestly say, I hope history does not repeat itself....
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