One day I will understand, maybe just one day. I don't bother with phrasing things politely generally, I wonder sometimes how much it has to do with the ADHD and how much has to do with me.
Once I would have thought the former was totally responsible, then later on I would have thought the later, now I don't know.
Its hard to work out how much of my personality is defined by it, in what way does it affect me, etc. Its frustrating. I recognise some of behaviour as been typical ADHD behaviour, other parts, fortunately are just me been an arse, but then I didn't join this site, so I could bitch about my ADHD, I joined it because of the pretty pictures
and the intros and videos that I still can't fucking download properly
fuck I'm a permantly peeved mother fucker.
Once I would have thought the former was totally responsible, then later on I would have thought the later, now I don't know.
Its hard to work out how much of my personality is defined by it, in what way does it affect me, etc. Its frustrating. I recognise some of behaviour as been typical ADHD behaviour, other parts, fortunately are just me been an arse, but then I didn't join this site, so I could bitch about my ADHD, I joined it because of the pretty pictures
and the intros and videos that I still can't fucking download properly
fuck I'm a permantly peeved mother fucker.
It takes a lot of thought and effort, but we're all venturing down the same road of understanding the self.