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My mood has soured considerably, A couple of days ago, I found that I couldn't even type, I physically stopped caring. That is bad. Quite bad. Then I found myself regressing back in an attempt to start moving again. So now I'm pissed off. Really fucking pissed off. It used to be my way of solving things and right now I finding myself very frustrated.

Its not a particularly useful state to be in really. Must stress less, find things to do. Etc.

Anyway off to a strip club for the first time (at least whilst one was open) tommorow night whether I like it or not, funnily enough the buck is feeling pretty much exactly the same way. Funny, I love burlesque but I dislike the idea of a strip ... I put it down to what I know those I've known who frequent the strip joints. I've never had an issue with strippers (hell I've known a couple here and there) but most of the guys I've known who regularly go to the clubs have attitudes I don't particularly appreciate. Oh well. Tommorow night should be very interesting. Good persian food followed by dodgey theme pub (elephant and wheelbarrow) and then what are apparently the skankiest strip clubs in Melbourne. Dear God why??