chilung

One of those weeks where so much yet so little happened. Don't know what to write if anything. To summarize was getting worse for a couple of days, seems to have settled down, but it means I can't eat shit all in general. Spent time catching up with a friend who I adore but can create her own misery (like a couple of my friends), and a friend with rats who no one really knows even those close to her. Caught up with my misognistic best friend, who I still feel the urge to punch at times. Didn't put my resume in for a job because I don't know.

I really want to go overseas, the white australia thing is making me pretty miserable. Don't get me wrong I still love this country, I'm still proud (sometimes) to call myself an australian but I don't have "australian" values. I really don't want to get into it. When I post this in my other journal I got snowed under with comments, and I don't feel like a debate right now. I feel like writing (I'm doing a little). I'm not particularly miserable but I'm not really happy either. Got Trainspotting sitting there on video (Yes video, not DVD, its a friends old copy), might have to wathc that. Might try seeing if that Dardenne brother movie is still out. Still got an itch like a cat dropped in a catnip bush. I need a back to scratch, a neck to bite. Dang it. :meow: