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went to Golgotha last night, The night didn't start to well, my "little sis" Eleanor was as she described PMS, Adam, a boy who can play her like a banjo, has been a shit mood and is therefore taking it out on everyone by acting like a prick, something he was doing before Eleanor popped up.

Anyway ran into way too many people, glad I went, damn the fact I had to leave about 3:30 when the music was getting good (last two songs before I left, Creatures- Exterminating Angels and something by the cure, its skipped my mind which one) Lots of the old crowd there. So many people I've had a crush on, and yep they're all still gorgeous little gothy-thing dressed cyndi lauper style..sigh

Went to the beach afterward, chatted with the Nore she was in a better mood then , only slightly but still not great. I let slip to Adam that I was attracted to one of her workmates, great now he will continue his dickhead trend and crack on to her and try as hard as possible to try to fuck her just so he can assert his "masculinity" over me... Nice to know things don't change.

Honestly I wouldn't care if he wanted to fuck her, because he wanted to fuck her, but to want to fuck someone just because someone else is attracted to them. He's always doing that, and now because the guy whom he prefers to do this to, is so pissed off at him he just avoids him, he needs someone else to dominate He's so damned predictable. People are predictable, it makes them far less fun to be around.

Still it was a good night, if merely for a brief shining moment the sense of humour came back into the Goth scene, before exiting the door with its hand stapled to its forehead