chilung

I just found out that a friend of mine lost her father. He committed suicide. Yet another one. Its not easy, I guess, and I do wonder still what it takes to stop this from happening, because I know what can cause it. I've been there. My sister committed suicide, and I have a couple of other people go down that path as well.

I hate this bit, I kind of curled up and numbed myself to the universe for six months. For six months I couldn't taste food, when I put in my mouth. It was one of the first signs that I knew I was moving on, because I could taste food. Now I have to watch it again.

May whatever or whomever you believe watch over your little soul, rat-girl ;(