chicoboprincess

CONTINUATION..of my terrible no good very bad morning.

I can only say my night got worse. Fighting with the boyfriend going to pick of my computer in olympia where the boyfriend was..my car almost breaking down...turning out to be a crappy tire in which the tread torn completely off the tire ...
I swerved and almost hid the barrier/median and then swerved to find myself spinning around like 3 times and almost hitting this car who luckily stopped to help me fix my tire.
I am having very terrible trauma issues with almost dying.
When I go home @ 6am I talked to my mom just to know that I still alive.
My body /mind will barely let me concentrate on anything because of the trauma I'm going through and I keep freaking out and thinking that friday is going to be worse than it should be.
I cannot function like this and I hope it goes away soon.
I feel like I could sit here and just cry because I scared so shitless then that I didn't but I feel that I need to even though it's over with and I'm safe.

The moral of the story is that the reason I got the ticket for not wearing my seatbelt is so that I would wear it and not die when the tire blew..and the reason me and my boy were fighting is so I would abruptly go drive to see him and my tire would be ruined in the middle of the morning where there was only one car in site..

This is my theory on why things happen for a reason.