grrrrrrrr! god forbid i ever think anything's going right. just another reminder never to let my guard down. ever.
things i'm sick of:
-constantly feeling inferior
-trying to please people
-being taken advantage of
-hyposcrisy
-getting fucked over
i just don't want to feel anymore. sure, i won't experience joy and happiness...but i won't have to experience fucking pain either. and i experience a lot more pain than happiness and joy it seems.
i want to be angry and yell and scream and STAND UP FOR MYSELF.
yeah, in my dreams.
wah
things i'm sick of:
-constantly feeling inferior
-trying to please people
-being taken advantage of
-hyposcrisy
-getting fucked over
i just don't want to feel anymore. sure, i won't experience joy and happiness...but i won't have to experience fucking pain either. and i experience a lot more pain than happiness and joy it seems.
i want to be angry and yell and scream and STAND UP FOR MYSELF.
yeah, in my dreams.
wah
You just gotta look out for Number One, is all.
I had posted this in my journal, but it seems appropriate here, as well.
"Instead of feeling alone in a group, it's better to have real solitude all by yourself. When I'm dealing with them, I swear, it's nothing but trouble. And I get nothing out of it, so it doesn't matter if I'm there or not, right?"
Hope the rest of the week sees you well