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ok, so ms. suzika says its time for me to update my blog, so Im gonna take her advice....mostly because she is sexy and I cant say no to a sexy lady. so anyway, things are rolling along. ups and downs as usual. Ive been torn up inside today because of last night's SOA episode. Watching Opie get beat to death was like watching my best friend or brother getting beaten to death. I never in my life could have imagined that a fictional character on tv could garner such an emotional impact from me. Ryan Hurst deserves the biggest fucking emmy statue ever awarded. I get it, but it was so fucking brutal and painful to watch that I honestly got sick at my stomach. Kurt Sutter is a twisted psychotic beast of a writer, and quite frankly, shakespeare aint got shit on that man. What a fucking talent. As always, Hunnam conveyed the pain in a way that no other actor ever could. I really cant find the words to express what I feel about the whole thing. Sons of Anarchy is the best goddamn show ever made. hands down, no exceptions.

As for real life, me and cutie pie selk have had some good conversations the past few days. That girl is about as cool as ice water She definitely puts a smile on my face.

Other than that, things are about the same. Working too much, making too little money. Scraping by as usual. Still feeling the ever present ache in my gut from the endless regrets I have stockpiled inside. Sometimes it seems like pain and tattoos are the only thing I can count on being around forever. Some days are better than others. Some not so much. Maybe this is a long pointless fucking ramble. Maybe thats what life is meant to be. Fall is here and bringing its inevitable emptiness.

But as the song goes.....GOTTA LOOK THIS LIFE, IN THE EYE. And ill be damned if Im gonna give up. May peace and joy be with you all. God knows we all need a little more of it. Ill end with a quote...."When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world may finally know peace."