chi

Pros:
You're one of the sweetest people I know.
You'd do anything for me, anything.
The loyalty you have, I can't begin to explain.
You're adorable.
Sexy.
Blue eyes.
You make me laugh so hard.
You were my first, I was yours.
We've stayed in contact for the last 17 years.
I can be myself 100% around you.
You never judge me.
You're trying your best to go straight.
Such a huge heart.
Your voice, face, laugh, makes me warm and safe.
You would never, ever, lie to me.


Cons:
You're a felon.
You're on your 2nd strike.
Your heart may be too big and trusting of others.
You can never leave the gang life; unless you move and even then...
I know you have certain tattoos for reasons I'd rather not know, but do.
You know nothing other than the life you've been born into.
You believe in protecting someone by means of violence.
Your pride gets you into too much trouble.


No matter how many lists or thoughts or conversations I have with people about you, you will always, forever, be one of the main focus's of my heart. I will never stop loving you.

I'm so fucked....

-Chi