teehee this ROCKS
I am itching even more now.
HOLY CRAP! Please....I need to get over this mohawk love thing. I told him off, he needed to be. I dont know if he got it. Yes, appoligies came into the conversation for being an ass, but so did 'thats my sence of humor, sorry if you too it the wrong way'. WTF? Okay, so I took that as a "im gonna say sorry here cause im horny and still want us to have sex"
Its damn cold. My fingers are frozen. Our dogs outside and im a bastard. Im buying a fucking house for him soon soon soon. I feel like such an ass. Even if he's okay. He needs warm blankets that I will put in the dryer just so he can lay on something toasty.
I need $$$. Like yesterday. I dont know if I paid my car insurance or not. I cant remember. But I do know that cable, phone, water, gas etc etc etc...HAS NOT been paid yet this month and rent is due...shit....Thrusday. Need new roters and break pads on my car, ER bill is $700, dentist is going to be more than $500 with no insurance. FUCK ME.
Hello street corner
Im supposed to go to Washington in 2-3 weeks. My mom misses me and yeah I wouldnt mind being up there again. Its beautiful beyond belief. But I cant afford to take a week off work, even if my paycheck is shit, shit is more nothing.
I need to stop smoking, drinking so much, eating shitty, and being lazy. Actually im not that lazy. But I should be more active. Deffinetly. Candace is quiting smoking for newyears....maybe I will too. I hate having to go outside to smoke, being stinky all the time, and bleaching my teeth just to look white. Which I need to go again. but....$$$ thing again. The patch seemed to work before, maybe...we'll see around the new year.
:::I want::: a nice boy who will be there and not just for the ass, come to family functions, like being around my friends and 'kids', do lame stuff with me and see cheesy movies, buy me stupid shit just cause they saw it and thought of me. Im not an expensive girl...at all and Im eaisly ammused....and who will snuggle on the couch and watch tv, spoon while we go to sleep...well, untill we pass out and want our sides of the bed, hold my hand in public and kiss me just cause, hold me from behind when were standing in line, and tell me im cute when I wake up in the morning.
:::I want::: a job closed to home, or to move back to the south bay. Its home and I fucking miss it so bad! I dont care if its crouded beyond belief, thats my home. My job at that store is me. I make the place. I swear! haha. A customer grabed and hugged me when she saw that I was back. Thats why I drive an hour to work. Casue that place makes me happy.
:::I want::: My cousins and family to live closer to me. Or at least be able to see them more often. Everyones so far away now.
:::I want::: To have a large family filled, present giving, drunken Chritsmas this year. Big tree, lights, decorations, the whole sha-bang.
:::I want::: to find my fucking camera! damn it.
and a printer that will print out my pictures. Or a new camera like the one i have but in digital. oohhhh yeah. thats sweet. A Cannon digital with manual focus and ohhh.
:::I want::: to sleep now. night.
-Chi
I am itching even more now.
HOLY CRAP! Please....I need to get over this mohawk love thing. I told him off, he needed to be. I dont know if he got it. Yes, appoligies came into the conversation for being an ass, but so did 'thats my sence of humor, sorry if you too it the wrong way'. WTF? Okay, so I took that as a "im gonna say sorry here cause im horny and still want us to have sex"
Its damn cold. My fingers are frozen. Our dogs outside and im a bastard. Im buying a fucking house for him soon soon soon. I feel like such an ass. Even if he's okay. He needs warm blankets that I will put in the dryer just so he can lay on something toasty.
I need $$$. Like yesterday. I dont know if I paid my car insurance or not. I cant remember. But I do know that cable, phone, water, gas etc etc etc...HAS NOT been paid yet this month and rent is due...shit....Thrusday. Need new roters and break pads on my car, ER bill is $700, dentist is going to be more than $500 with no insurance. FUCK ME.
Hello street corner
Im supposed to go to Washington in 2-3 weeks. My mom misses me and yeah I wouldnt mind being up there again. Its beautiful beyond belief. But I cant afford to take a week off work, even if my paycheck is shit, shit is more nothing.
I need to stop smoking, drinking so much, eating shitty, and being lazy. Actually im not that lazy. But I should be more active. Deffinetly. Candace is quiting smoking for newyears....maybe I will too. I hate having to go outside to smoke, being stinky all the time, and bleaching my teeth just to look white. Which I need to go again. but....$$$ thing again. The patch seemed to work before, maybe...we'll see around the new year.
:::I want::: a nice boy who will be there and not just for the ass, come to family functions, like being around my friends and 'kids', do lame stuff with me and see cheesy movies, buy me stupid shit just cause they saw it and thought of me. Im not an expensive girl...at all and Im eaisly ammused....and who will snuggle on the couch and watch tv, spoon while we go to sleep...well, untill we pass out and want our sides of the bed, hold my hand in public and kiss me just cause, hold me from behind when were standing in line, and tell me im cute when I wake up in the morning.
:::I want::: a job closed to home, or to move back to the south bay. Its home and I fucking miss it so bad! I dont care if its crouded beyond belief, thats my home. My job at that store is me. I make the place. I swear! haha. A customer grabed and hugged me when she saw that I was back. Thats why I drive an hour to work. Casue that place makes me happy.
:::I want::: My cousins and family to live closer to me. Or at least be able to see them more often. Everyones so far away now.
:::I want::: To have a large family filled, present giving, drunken Chritsmas this year. Big tree, lights, decorations, the whole sha-bang.
:::I want::: to find my fucking camera! damn it.
and a printer that will print out my pictures. Or a new camera like the one i have but in digital. oohhhh yeah. thats sweet. A Cannon digital with manual focus and ohhh.
:::I want::: to sleep now. night.
-Chi
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:::I want::: a nice boy who will be there and not just for the ass, come to family functions, like being around my friends and 'kids', do lame stuff with me and see cheesy movies, buy me stupid shit just cause they saw it and thought of me. Im not an expensive girl...at all and Im eaisly ammused....and who will snuggle on the couch and watch tv, spoon while we go to sleep...well, untill we pass out and want our sides of the bed, hold my hand in public and kiss me just cause, hold me from behind when were standing in line, and tell me im cute when I wake up in the morning.
Yeah.. exactly and that is so not too much to ask for either. I completely understand those thoughts... only insert a girl for me as apposed to the boy. lol
:hug: &
BTW, that video absolutely rocks. That was too good.
N.
I can't even tell you the number of wonderful women that i've spoken to, that are just spectacular but so not into me. Of course that follows with the group of women that are just plain cool but currently unavailable. I have a nasty habit of finding the unavailable kind.. what's with that anyways? It's happened so much that I'm starting to think about being that other guy. (just kidding, i made that mistake once and once was enough.) lol
OH, and you are so beyond cute.. you're very beautiful, IMO.