chezgeek

i am just getting out of a 4 year relationship, 2 1/2 of which were spent married. we had a beautiful baby girl, olivia lorraine lawton, on 2/14/2003. i know it seems very soon, but id like to go on dates again, get my confidence back, and just meet new people. this has been an unhealthy relationship since weve been in hawaii. all i heard from her was a constant stream of how useless i was, how much of an asshole i was etc... its taken me a while to realize that im not either of those things, that she was just making me feel that way. i am returning to maine soon. hopefully i can convince my ex to let our daughter come with me initially, as all of my family live within a couple hours of each other. enough being mopey... i need to start feeling happy and good about myself again dammit. if there are any ladies that would like to meet or even just talk on AIM or whatever, gimme a post.