chezgeek

sometime in the next few weeks i will be leaving hawaii to go back to maine.



i have been here for the last 2+ years with my wife, who is active duty army. we have a daughter, olivia, who is 16 months old. she (wife) has cheated on me at least 8 times since she has been here, once before i even left maine to meet her here. i have been trying to deal with this, and it has been very hard. i had forgiven her, if not forgotten what she did. we have been seperated since march. legally seperated since may 18^th. we are getting a divorce. despite all the efforts i have made to forgive her, she has made no efforts to apologize, even going so far as to justify her actions, or at least try to. its gotten to be too much. as soon as i return to maine, i am filing the papers i need to in order to join the navy. i have to get waivers because i attempted to join the army before, and got very sick while i was in training and couldnt continue. this has just been a total fucking nightmare. if it wasnt for our daughter, i wouldve left soon after i got here, as it was apparent to me that something was wrong, and i got confirmation of exactly what it was in the form of an anonymous phone call. anyway, i have to move on and make a life for myself and my daughter now.

i just know ill be drinking a lot of those little tiny bottles of alcohol on the plane...