chezgeek

you always say you wont but everyone ends up being theyre goddamn parents...
them: married young
us: same
them: one of them in military
us: same
them: one cheats on the other (dad)
us: same (my wife. like 9 times.)
them: divorced
us: in the process
them: had child (duh, or this wouldnt have been typed)
us: same


fuck i hate this. at least she didnt get pregnant from any of them...but i still love her so much it hurts.... christ... i never thought in a million goddamn years this was going to happen... we've been seperated for like 9 weeks or so but still living together, and even though she's been dating and going out and it fucking kills me to see her with other guys, id still rather be around her than away. i dont care if that makes me pathetic, goddamnit. i only wish i had a sympathetic shoulder to lean on... we live in hawaii ( trust me, you dont want to) and all my family and friends are in ME/NH. i just want this to all be over, whatever the outcome, be it us reconciling, or filing for divorce. this is getting to be too much to take.