cheyenne

Been having a rough past couple of weeks. SSA has my disability screwed up and i'm trying to somehow live off of 400 dollars a month right now. I'm working on a job deal with a pretty rad company who shall remain secret at this point in time..but until then, I'm stuck still living at my grandparents' house and broke as a joke. Actually, even more broke than that.
But, even amidst all that kinda crap and damn near having a nervous breakdown, I managed to start talking to a boy! He lives in NorthCarolina and seems pretty sweet. He was actually in my old unit, yet we rarely crossed paths. Well, he is bringing me out to North Carolina to see him and we are roadtripping to NYC and DC. I was very upfront about my financial situation and luckily, I won't need much money. (which is good, cuz I'll only have my bday money.) I've never been to NYC at all and have seen only small parts of DC so I'm really looking forward to it! I'm also hoping things work out well with said boy. He's totally adorable and has this uncanny ability to make me laugh at just about everything. For me, that is an absolute MUST in a man. My man needs to be able to keep up with me, which means being pretty dang funny.
Anyhoo, go read a letter to me
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I will keep y'all posted!
Hugs and sunny surf,
Jessica and Gertrude
P.S. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES!!! Twas nice to see; especially since my so-called "friends" in this area didnt' even take the time out to so much as call me. Got tons of facebook messages, but ya know, a two minute call to say "hey happy bday! it's great to have you alive for it" would have been nice from the ppl who live 30 minutes away. My homegirls in cali can make time..not sure why the ones here can't...not like there's dick to do in the middle of nowhere, arkansas...god I gotta get outta here and back to where I fucken belong. I miss my Tayecakes and dominoeface soooo much.