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Sunday Aug 08, 2004

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Just got back from seeing a friend whos just back from america for a couple weeks...leaves again tomorrow. Good to see him again. smile

Well this weekend...hmmm..

Went to see Embodiment 12:14 on fri. Really cool band...more I hear more I like them. Met up with BlackMadonna who was already up there smile Pretty small but still ok show.

After show...blurr of damn paranoia ...never been so in my entire life...so awful surreal When I got hope to bed...just lay there shivering starring at the wall for like 2 hours....like half awake, half sleep... anxious as fuck...
Then when i finally got up at like 12 after not getting to sleep properly until 7 or something, my mind was racing with just all random depressing thoughts....I was almost ready to fucking breakdown for no real reason...
Managed to kill it by just going about my day as normal until it all subsided...I hope I never feel like that again frown

Also found out that I missed a friends party...thought it was sat...but it was on fri night...kinda dissapointing whatever

Sat night...went to metal covers thingy with BlackMadonna but I think we were both still too tired and fucked up from night b4...nothing special...not bad though. whatever

Sunday was all good...mind is back filled with positive energy smile
Went to Hardcore Candy with Embodiment 12:14 and Sommerset(NZ).
Was good, alot of kids there... Got there when From the Ruins started..Love this band more and more...really simple stuff..but so energetic and feels great to hear them. Sommerset were ok...not really my thing...prettty punky..and not my kind of punk...but they were good at what they did. Embodiment again was really cool...got into their music alot more this time round... biggrin

Ok fav CD's I've listened to this past week:
Tiamat - Prey
Rotting Christ - Sleep of the Angels
Embodiment 12:14 - Inroads Out
Atreyu - The Curse
PIG - Praise the Lard

Found out Most Precious Blood are coming here later this year...not my fav by still great to see a international hardcore band give us a try...then hopefully more might follow!

Gotta get up early tomorrow take my parents to airport. Back to darwin then down westcoast for a weeks. So far their holiday has sounded cool!

I have to remember to do my tax....i keep putting it of...urgghh

take carekiss

now my conscience shall dictate my way
no more apologies no more mistakes
now solid direction has strengthened my resolve
fear not for consequence
fear not at all my focus shall not fail
i shall not fall and nor shall i despair
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
azrael06:
what to say, other than anxious paranoi it sounded like a pretty full on weekend, and yet you still found time for journal entries.. nice..
Aug 10, 2004
cureelise:
sorry to hear about your night *just lay there shivering starring at the wall for like 2 hours....like half awake, half sleep... anxious as fuck...*
frown i would have wanted someone there with me to talk to or calm me and a cute guy should not have to go through that alone

[Edited on Aug 11, 2004 4:31PM]
Aug 11, 2004

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