chewtoy81

ok so that date i went on was my last with her hahahahahahaha. i told her sumthing a cuple days later that sumone said about her and she thought i shud have stuck up for her. i did i told the dude not to say that about her he doenst knwo her, she wanted me to do more than that. im not fighting a dude and losing my job over a girl i went out on one date with.

anyways

this girl heather is bakc in my life. ive never dated her we have only just talked. i met her at work back in july ???? maybe lol. shes a customer and apparently she was checking me out and every1 told me to ask her out but i was like no she is wayyyyyy out of my league. shes an actual nice girl not psycho or anything, just nice and genuine. she has had major health issues which made her kind of ignore everyone. but i still sent her a text every morning saying"good morning". sumtimes she wud reply with thank u and other times nothing at all. luckily she is feeling better now and tahst great for me cuz i never gave up hope on her. she is one of only two women i have ever known taht can get me in a good mood just by saying hello. i cant stop smiling when i get her texts or when i answer teh phone. mayeb its infatuation but even with my ex i never really felt liek this. i dunno maybe ima fucking idiot.
i dont fall head over heels in love. ive only said teh L word to 2-3 women. and i meant it but i kept getting stabbed in teh back by them lol. i jsut hope she is teh way she appears, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dont be a pyscho......or at least not too much of a psycho.