well i started getting womens phone numbers which is not my style. i never approach women but luckily my friends at work set shit up for me. unfortunately the women act like they r interested in me but i never hear from them or it just sort of tapers off. i think i might be to weird and goofy acting i dunno. but i cant change teh way i am i been this way since i was a kid.
people say im good looking but for a former fat kid u just dont see that in yourself. maybe my depression is starting to act up now, i can never tell if its loneliness or depression lmao. ive decided im gonna write in here at least once a week cuz this is a good way for me to vent my emotions. i tend to keep everything bottled up inside, anger, sadness, worry, hate, love. i need ot let that shit out b4 i blow up cuz i been swallowing my emotions forever and i think it all turns into anger after awhile
people say im good looking but for a former fat kid u just dont see that in yourself. maybe my depression is starting to act up now, i can never tell if its loneliness or depression lmao. ive decided im gonna write in here at least once a week cuz this is a good way for me to vent my emotions. i tend to keep everything bottled up inside, anger, sadness, worry, hate, love. i need ot let that shit out b4 i blow up cuz i been swallowing my emotions forever and i think it all turns into anger after awhile