chevyblaze87

Oh last night. It was supposed to be a fun night. Picked up my friend from work and brought her back to my place to cook her dinner and have some drinks. It was going to be a chill night. She and her boyfriend broke up a few days ago. Well dinner went well, then came jager and red bull. Started off great. Had our deep conversations, put pics back up on FB of our runaway trip to Laughlin. Started doing more shots, mixing and making our own creation. Talked more, moved the conversation from the kitchen to the couch. Trying to be funny, I attempted to be slick and kick the dog bowl back into the kitchen after on of my dogs moved it into the dinning room. Well both feet went airborn and I landed on my ass first then smacked my faced on the ground, tile floor. I'm ok, just a little sore, but we laughed and I think I made it to the couch.
This is the point were everything goes blank for me. Next I recall being in bed together doing our thing. Don't remember getting there or the beginning, I think I started to realize what was going on about halfway through but I think I was in and out most of the time (mentally you sick fucks). I know I lost it again. Next I remember her freaking out about what had happened, but I don't know what triggered it. Hell we could have still been in the act, I don't know. She says she needs to leave and starts looking for a ride home. I begged her to stay, but with no success. After she left I sent her a text making sure we were ok and that i was freaking the fuck out over this. She said "we are, I promise" and for me to relax.
Havent talked to her yet. Still kinda early, but hopefully I'll have the all the answers I need soon.