chevyblaze87

Tonight I decided to try and write down my thoughts as I have them. Maybe it will help organize my head. I'm going to post most of what I write here as opposed to either my FB or myspace. I feel its easier to open up to any strangers (and the one person I do know off here) that might be reading this than to some people I know, but that I don't really know. Also some of what I may post will be directed at those people I DO know and are close to. For me to open up like this is kinda funny because when it comes to me and people I don't know, I tend to be the quite one. Maybe it's the beauty of the internet and not having to deal with face to face interaction. Anyways here's the first one.

Tonight is the first time I can say that honestly, in my eyes, were good. My angry is gone, and what was hurting has finally healed. Im ready to pick up the pieces and move on, hoping that youll be there by my side. I want it to be like it was, when I happened to "show up" when you were at one of lowest points. I want you to see me as that person again, and nothing more. I see you as the friend I wanted to help. I might have been away, but I was never gone.