Vices
I'll be the first to admit its not the best way to cope but when you live alone and don't have much of local support it brings comfort. 
I wish I would handle myself better in difficult situations. I tend to dwell on the negative and assume worst case scenario. The odd thing is I know what I should be doing to better the situation but I don't. I feel content lying around and being useless. This may partly due to working soo much, that my energy level is already low. Maybe I'm just making excuses. One thing I do know is that in time, my situation will eventually change. So for now I'll remain patient.