Fuck so I've started to realize a lot can happen in a months time. An career opportunity did arise. One of the mechanics at my old job in San Diego walked of the job a week ago. Talked to my old boss and he has expressed interest in hiring me back. My girl and i were already taking a road trip down there so i meet up with the old boss to discuss details.
I'm full of uncertainty now. I just started a new relationship with a wonderful girl and don't know how this will affect it. Ive asked her what her feelings are in regards to her moving there, but she hasnt had time to really research it, and i don't want her to feel like I'm rushing her decision. My concern is that we've been together for a little over a month. Is that too soon to get that serious. Previous failed attempts say yes, but then again (just like the last times) this time feels different.
I run into the same problems as before living there. Can I afford it and where can i find a place that accepts rottweilers.
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OK so as I was writing this entry, I get a phone call from my lady friend saying "we need to talk, I'm sorry this isn't going to work, your feelings are a lot stronger than mine." So yeah pretty much changed the whole mood for the night. Im in a pretty lousy mood. I don't handle break-ups very, but im doing ok for now. I can get quite self-destructive. But I think I'm still in shock right now.
I'm full of uncertainty now. I just started a new relationship with a wonderful girl and don't know how this will affect it. Ive asked her what her feelings are in regards to her moving there, but she hasnt had time to really research it, and i don't want her to feel like I'm rushing her decision. My concern is that we've been together for a little over a month. Is that too soon to get that serious. Previous failed attempts say yes, but then again (just like the last times) this time feels different.
I run into the same problems as before living there. Can I afford it and where can i find a place that accepts rottweilers.
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OK so as I was writing this entry, I get a phone call from my lady friend saying "we need to talk, I'm sorry this isn't going to work, your feelings are a lot stronger than mine." So yeah pretty much changed the whole mood for the night. Im in a pretty lousy mood. I don't handle break-ups very, but im doing ok for now. I can get quite self-destructive. But I think I'm still in shock right now.