chevvy

So, I kissed JC. I have no idea what this means for us, or if it means anything it all. We'd both had a few drinks, but we weren't drunk drunk.

And then things with M are hard, because I miss us, but it just feels different. I'm scared to let myself move on to JC because what if JC is just looking for a booty call or a hook up? Then I threw away a established relationship with M for nothing.

Well, not nothing. He did really hurt me, and I still don't know if I can get past it. But I'm trying to forgive and forget.
It's just difficult.

Help me?

-Chevvy