..........A weird day in hollywood today.......It began last night , I saw Sin City which Fucking Rocks........during the movie I se this girl I have not seen in a while but decide not to say hi...cause she is with some one else.......arounf 1 AM I go to 101 cafe and eat a medium rare cheeseburger....run into my friend Clu Gulager....who was in return of the...
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....For the past 2 days i have been waking up with horrible migraine headaches.........I wish I knew what it was that causes them.......I feel like I am literally going to diE.......I started acupuncture for my back and neck problems which may be a cause for the migraines.... , He my acupuncturist says it is a build up of anGEr....and tension.....anywAy I feel less angry lately...
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kara:
oh, migraines are the worst. i get them and loose my vision. i actually had a friend who had them really bad it would make her so sick. she went to so many doctors and found out it was do to TMJ.
samantha:
i used to get migraines while i was in school... i won't say that it's the worst pain i've ever experienced but i'd place it in the top five. they just stopped... i wish i could tell you why.
...Why the Ring 2 sucks let me count thE wayS...........
.......I should have known this movie would suck and except for a few kool digital effects it did.....in fact it was pointless to make in my boOk. .......what else is there to complain about.....I cannot decide whether or not to apply to UCLA or Cal ARTS....guesS I can do both ...although I am sure I...
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.......I should have known this movie would suck and except for a few kool digital effects it did.....in fact it was pointless to make in my boOk. .......what else is there to complain about.....I cannot decide whether or not to apply to UCLA or Cal ARTS....guesS I can do both ...although I am sure I...
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annalee:
Yeah, thats cool, that would be amazing if you did! 
silverlaker:
i'm glad you are enjoying my fiction.
i know those chicks fr: ghetto gloss- they're cool. they have a lot of studio connects, so i hope that works out for you.
my condolences about your kitty. it's horrible when a pet dies. do you really have a black widow spider? how do you contain it? aren't you afraid it will escape someday, only to poison you?
i am sorry to see that you and your ex are still entangled in a weird dysfunctional tete e tete. i hope you are the one to pull away- i mean you have to ask yourself, why is she keeping you as her wing man and hanging out & being nice & going to the movies w/ you, all coinciding w/ her 4th breakup w/ her "boyfriend"? that's fucked up!!
i know those chicks fr: ghetto gloss- they're cool. they have a lot of studio connects, so i hope that works out for you.
my condolences about your kitty. it's horrible when a pet dies. do you really have a black widow spider? how do you contain it? aren't you afraid it will escape someday, only to poison you?
i am sorry to see that you and your ex are still entangled in a weird dysfunctional tete e tete. i hope you are the one to pull away- i mean you have to ask yourself, why is she keeping you as her wing man and hanging out & being nice & going to the movies w/ you, all coinciding w/ her 4th breakup w/ her "boyfriend"? that's fucked up!!
....One of my kittieS got kiLLed Tuesday.......night. I had to bury her.....it was so surreal....I miss her and think that her sister knows she is gone as well................
.......by the way check out thee new project greenlight on Bravo I know the director who got pickeD.
.......by the way check out thee new project greenlight on Bravo I know the director who got pickeD.
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ash:
Ohhhh no babes. 
Im so very sorry to hear abt your cat! Was it a cat you've had for a long time? Either way, thats a very hard thing to deal with .. my condolensces.
and Im not sure if it would ruin the illusion to meet me .. thats all up to you of course.
Im sure Ill dissapoint you, hahahah!
Im so very sorry to hear abt your cat! Was it a cat you've had for a long time? Either way, thats a very hard thing to deal with .. my condolensces.
and Im not sure if it would ruin the illusion to meet me .. thats all up to you of course.
Im sure Ill dissapoint you, hahahah!
kara:
i'm so sorry. i know how hard it is to loose a pet. i am really sorry.
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hahah, oh, no! i will have to watch it just to know all your mistakes.
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hahah, oh, no! i will have to watch it just to know all your mistakes.
...........alright ...So I went to SanFrancisco on a spur of the momenT.......Saw a koOL banD caLLEd BlacK ICe...........drovE arouNd....alot doing nothinG and yet somEthinG as well...I cannot get over how different SF is from L.A. , the people ,scenes everythiNg...............
...broke down and got cable for a few monthS.......theres a year worth of movies I have not seEn on...pluS I can watch Deadwood and CarnivaLE.............
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as of late I have bEen ,,....leading a vampire existence....
......................I go to sleep at 5AM............is this wrong????? I cannot break out of the habit............sometimes I feEl as if everything is going by me as I do this.....................Yet it is ......at best a great creativE tiMe.............................................
...................................My landlord refuses to pay for my broken winDoW..........shE is usinG my DeposiT money>>>>>>>GOd I hate this woman and...
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......................I go to sleep at 5AM............is this wrong????? I cannot break out of the habit............sometimes I feEl as if everything is going by me as I do this.....................Yet it is ......at best a great creativE tiMe.............................................
...................................My landlord refuses to pay for my broken winDoW..........shE is usinG my DeposiT money>>>>>>>GOd I hate this woman and...
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ash:
dude .. why dont u sell your half of the business or something? or ask HER to sell her half? Its killing you to work with her every day. Its really bad for you.
And yes, I have thought abt doing a set like that ... actually, my previous set (most recent one up) was supposed to be exactly like that .. with artwork and shit all around .. but the photographer was a lazy piece of crapola and didnt set anything up the way I asked him to. Id love to do something like that again .. but Id have to have some artwork to do it with. This is one of the reasons I want to get back into painting.
And yes, I have thought abt doing a set like that ... actually, my previous set (most recent one up) was supposed to be exactly like that .. with artwork and shit all around .. but the photographer was a lazy piece of crapola and didnt set anything up the way I asked him to. Id love to do something like that again .. but Id have to have some artwork to do it with. This is one of the reasons I want to get back into painting.
ash:
dude, dont play her games .. DO NOT make any attempt to be her "friend", all she wants is drama. Fuck that bullshit.
and I have no idea why my email isnt working, it should be .. Ive been getting all my emails from the site. try it agn
and I have no idea why my email isnt working, it should be .. Ive been getting all my emails from the site. try it agn
...........................I just saw 2 fassbinder films tonight.......Marriage of Maria Braun and ...The Bitter Tears of Petra Von Kant..........Fassbinder was a genius .......somehow he recreated the inner psyche onto film.........something very rarely done well.....except by maybe David Lynch or GodarD.................................watching one of his films is like stepping out of reality.....into heightened reality........the emotional depth and truth in his movies....geeZ,,.....
.................think I may go on another arizona...
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ash:
coderabies@yahoo.com
missstefani:
THERE'S SOME WICKED COW SKULLS AT THIS LIL TRINKET STORE IN THE EAGLE ROCK MALL....
....................my deranged x girlfriend and her boyfriend..............broke for the third time now 4 a week.............then got back together......during that time she was being nice we hung out and saw a movie.........
....noW well we R back to squarE...onE....If I could look into her mind like in that movie the cell ...I would be very afraid...........I have never met such a ....I do not even have...
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fyrestarter:
hi.. the pile of moulding i had saved for you got thrown out!! they thought it was trash. sorry. but it looks like i will be closing my shop, so i will have some frame moulding left over in a few weeks i'm sure. i do have length mldg, it's about 15 feet long. i could sell it to you cheap if you are in a hurry for something. otherwise i will still try to save some goodies for ya!
wow...things with your ex sound confusing!!!! yikes!
take care
~fyre..
they thought it was trash. sorry. but it looks like i will be closing my shop, so i will have some frame moulding left over in a few weeks i'm sure. i do have length mldg, it's about 15 feet long. i could sell it to you cheap if you are in a hurry for something. otherwise i will still try to save some goodies for ya!
wow...things with your ex sound confusing!!!! yikes!
take care
~fyre..
..............What I did for anyone that cares........I went and saw the KLAuS Naomi movie...........he was this performance artist back in the eighties who came fron outer space with the voice of an angel................every club kid from the 90s stole from this guy he was an original. Ah yes the painting goes well..........getting some slides done .......hopefully I will be showing at WACO (the soup plant...
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ash:
SBC IS FUCKING CORRUPT!!!! Those assholes are trying to monopolize!! I hate SBC theyre corporate assholes and the service BLOWS!!!
...............it was so good to SeE my friend Elizabeth......its been 4 yrs.....there was a little tension ....Im still attracted to her after all this time.....we just kinda talked and went hiking in Sedona..................it felt goOd 2 get away .........yeah.......................
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ash:
awww, thats sweet. 
Why dont u 2 hook it up? Is she with someone or ...?
Why dont u 2 hook it up? Is she with someone or ...?
mana:
hm yeah okey..
strange days are calling...
my favorite pard is the "hey faggot" part. people are so awesome.