cheshirecat

...I went to a job interview today....arghHHh it feels almost humiliating trying to sell yrself to someone to do something you really do not feel like doing.......if I were a woman I would be a stripper or go on suicidegirls......Hmmm my acting classes go well although I do not bond much with my other class mateS,...I have it ;I have the actor magic or so I have been told ...I am emotionally sensitivE....yet I have a masculinity for tough guy roLes......deeP down I am androgenous ....my looks and psyche .......hmmm what planet am I really froM....?? .......I wrote a poem the other day...... / A feather till Dawn ....and cock doth crOw...
I stared down tiMe through a colorless window....... Nothing is what torments my bedsheets......The movie played on as we sat slowly bleeding into one another

....................and sO tomorrow will come as well as the next daY...honestly I am going crazy not workinG......I have about $8,200 saved up yet I am still scared of my savings drying up...I hate not making money while spending it.....sometimes I want to smasH my Xs windshield in for fucking me this waY.......its a day dreaM I have whenever I waLK by her caR,,,If I am forced to move then I will make my drEAM comE truE, I know its childish and would not help anything except bring sheer satisfaction to ME in doing it imagining her faCe when shE sees it the next daY........beyond thAt ......I am hornY.....but what guy is not...I have not been with anyonE in a while ...morning Sex would be nicE......where R all the beautiful womeN....?? on this website or in another state it seeMs......I want to be LIckED.