cheshirecat

Ok so I haD this taLk with My X........ I had sent her a few letterS as said before exPressing my disgust of heR aTTITUdE.....sO shE is trying to be FrieNds .....going out of her way....geTTInG me a Partin thiS neW fiLM shE is doiNg.........anyway I seeM reluCTANT TO GIvE in andsHE wantS to knOow what the PAraMETERs OF OUR fiENDShiP wiLL be.........meaning ....movies.....invited oveR.........shoPPinG. YeaH I gave In to makE a lonG ovERbLOWN storY enD.....AM I dumb fOr DOING thIS???? why do I feel ....ify noW. Truth is I want to be fRiends but cannot bring myself or EGO to accept that she is with someone else.......even though I see it in front of my faCE. I still refuse to acknowledge him by name......strange however that shE iS doinG this just before she leaveS foR a MOntH...........hmmMMM maybe there is no connecTION buT a eaGER me to jumP bacK inTO bED wItHHER. Oh yeaH bush wOn ...big fuckin surprise .....Im kinda glad cause now when things get worse than beforE......WE CAN BLOW UP OHIO!!!!!