chesca

Le sigh. I swear I've been in the worst mood for about 3weeks now. Sure I've still been having some laughs, bday celebrations went well... from what i can remember, but if I stop for 5 minutes I'm just so pissed off and I don't like it! I guess home stresses, job worries and a love life that sucks has all got a little too much. Still, things will start changing.

* My brother is out of hospital and although he's been a bad patient he's in good spirits, although it gets a little much when I'm in a mood!

* I need to call it quits with the boy. After months of denial I admit I've fallen for him so I've got to walk away before I do myself anymore damage! For my peace of mind I want to see him one last time though but he's making that tricky too! Men. Why do I go for the emotionally unobtainable ones?!

* I'll be finding out soon if they'll be wanting to keep me on at the law firm. If they don't my boss has already lined me up with a job in a PR company so I think I shall look to move closer to London. Where I'm not sure.

* Going to Italy on Thursday and I hope the weather holds out I want to catch up on some reading! Want to see the boy before I go so I can get that over and down with and move on.

* Birthday meal and cocktails were a blast. My favourite barman was working so I got a few free shots The girls were sure that he was keen on me but I failed to find out if he's still got a gf. I got the courage up to ask after a few drinks but then I couldn't find him! If he does I'm thinking I don't want to go there even if he became single if flirts that much with the customers!

* Turns out champagne cocktails go to my head even worse than wine and should be avoided at all costs! Shopping at Bluewater with a hangover is not fun!