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Well... I really don't like jury service! Got put on a rather unpleasant case, guy was guilty, but I still feel bad about it! Hard to think that people are capable of some horrible things at times. Naive and stupid I know, but there we go.

Friday didn't quite go to plan either... Had a visitor in the afternoon so didn't get to Rachelle's quite as early as planned, in fact I was rather late! Luckily Rachelle's an awesome cook so she fed me, not quite Cantonese but still very yummy! We then only got part way through watching In The Mood For Love before we somehow ended up in the pub It was going to happen eventually really! Got to see some of the guys Rachelle used to live with who I haven't seen for ages. One tried to get me drunk by adding whisky to my drink, but got Rachelle's. This was all because I'm more fun when drunk apparantly. From anyone else I'd be pretty annoyed but this comment but somehow he gets away with stuff like that, and to be fair he thought he was doing me a favour as I was trying to get drunk! Post dirty texts, ass grabbing/slapping, drink spilling, fuelling the rumour that there's something going on between me and Rachelle and I found myself sober walking through Ashford. So yea, didn't quite turn out how I planned but fun all the same!

Toying with the idea of a city break, but I really need to get a new job lined up before I can do that or I might be in need of the cash I've saved up! Really want to get my next tattoo done too although I might delay it for a while longer so that I can give blood first.

I'm managing/trying to convince myself that I haven't fallen for my unsuitable guy. I'm doing a pretty good job and it'll make things easier but sometimes I wonder what happened to the girl who could fall for someone so intensely and fight for what she wanted. I guess that was when there was some hope though, unlike now! Ah, well not gonna dwell too much.

Well I'd best stop distracting myself, need to get a few things organised before my Amnesty meeting tonight!