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Wednesday Feb 20, 2008

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Oh dear I've started over-analyzing and it's left me bummed out. It's ridiculous really because I've got so much going on I don't have time to dwell on stuff I can't change, or people for that matter. I guess I'm just worried that I've made some bad choices, but even if I have I can't go back. Things have already changed too much.

Still struggling to find a new job. Or should I rephrase that as one that pays quite well and will enable me to develop some skills that I can eventually transfer to the charity sector. I can only hope that jury duty will only be for the 2 weeks.

I had some fun nights out though, yes I've been getting completely trashed AGAIN. I know I've got to stay sober for a while now, you can have too much of a good thing and my bank balance can't handle it! It has been a complete blast though. I usually only go drinking when I want to go out on the pull but recently it really has just been all about having some giggly fun with my mates. Not to say we didn't check the guys out, but there was a serious lack of talent!

I've managed to get myself on a sub-committee at my Amnesty group in an attempt to get some fundraising/awareness events sorted. I'm going to have to get way more self-disciplined as I've now started being a visitor at the Dover Detention Centre which is where immigration and asylum seekers are kept before being deported or whose cases are yet to be decided. Regardless of views on immigration and asylum I don't think anyone with a sense of common decency can think it's fair that these people are kept locked up indefinitely. Admittedly it's an extreme case but one guy has been there 34 months. It seems ridiculous that in the cases of people awaiting deportation that they can still be there for 6 months.

My yoga teacher has been in India for 2 weeks and god can my body tell! I know I'm capable of doing it in my own time, but for some reason I find it harder to find the time than when you actually make the effort to actually go somewhere. I'll be starting ballet classes after half-term too, yay! I can't wait. I was hoping it'd get me back into shape as I haven't really done any proper exercise for, ummmm, years really! Running around at Waterstone's seems to have done that for me though so I get to hide at the back of the class and just enjoy the dancing.
stenno:
If you're on a committee don't forget to say 'we the committee' lots in a yorkshire twang! tongue
I thought you were gonna go for the job with the council for two years? shocked
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Feb 20, 2008
aesirr:
Jobs and skills are buggers, even my shitty job gave me something, granted one of those things was an understanding of the suicidal urge lol.

That does sound right, Ive been going out a lot compared to the old days. Been spending masses mainly on other people as I like my friends happy.

Oooh yoga sounds awesome, wouldn't do for me alas. I'm not that flexible.

My sitch with Rach is getting better I think, just got to take it steady. But for now I wish you luck with a Big Geoff Hug attached for all you need to be doing.
Feb 20, 2008

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