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I've been a bit nostalgic with my choice of music recently; Sunna, Lucinda Williams and Jeff Buckley. I've also been doing some looking back and a dose of over thinking. Everything in moderation though. I don't want to be living in the past bit I need to try and learn from my mistakes.

So have I realised anything insightful? Kind of.

I've never really been...
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aesirr:
I did indeed have a great weekend.

Feet are pants, mine are getting even more calloused these days thanks to a shit pair of shoes that have cracked leather in them.

Need to buy some new ones this weekend.

stenno:
I bet you spend more on drink than you do on food missy! tongue
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What to say, what to say... It's not as if I'm ever at a loss for words! Finding time to collect my thoughts properly has been kinda tricky so I'm gonna have to give a slightly blitzed update.

* Went to the ballet twice last week biggrin Saw Carlos Acosta (brilliant) and Sylvie Guillem (oh dear god so amazing breathtaking, the dance Two was just so...
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stenno:
Wow busy busy busy smile Hope your dad is ok smile *hugs*
aesirr:
Yeah I get that, sounds a good way of doing it really. You are right that you just have to put you first sometimes, hopefully I will do that more often.

I sure I will have a damn good time in Southampton, fun all round it shall be!
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I went and stood outside this afternoon with my tongue stuck out trying to eat the falling snow. It's taking pleasure in the small things that seem to make all the difference to how I feel. I have to admit I do consider life to be a struggle, I don't imagine there will be an event of great happiness in the future. I'm not hugely...
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aesirr:
Awww, cute and cool pics.

I know full well what you mean about focussing on the positives. I've had a few negatives so I focus on the good, like the new models I have finished that look damn freaking awesome!

Hope all gets better for you, Super Geoff Hugs!
l_f:
You and your words are so beautiful!

Cheers,
Lord_Frous
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This song came on in the car whilst I was driving home from yoga. Was kinda apt.

Go find a jukebox and see what a quarter will do
I don't wanna talk I just wanna go back to blue
Feed's me when I'm hungry and quenches my thirst
Loves me when I'm lonely and thinks of me first
Blue is the color of night
When...
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aesirr:
Awwww, Big Geoff Hug. I'm sure you will be fine. I know what you mean about the feeling of security though, even though i only got to experience it for a limited time it is an addictive and intoxicating feeling.
lorelei:
i love that song. i love lucinda.
thank you for your comment on my new set! xoxo
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Well... I really don't like jury service! Got put on a rather unpleasant case, guy was guilty, but I still feel bad about it! Hard to think that people are capable of some horrible things at times. Naive and stupid I know, but there we go.

Friday didn't quite go to plan either... Had a visitor in the afternoon so didn't get to Rachelle's quite...
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aesirr:
Yes indeed, hopefully they always will be.

I really love chocolate cake but love it the most served hot with ice cream. Yum.
stenno:
I used to hark on about how I wanted to do jury service by hear in reality it mucks up peoples life sitting around, most people don't get called in, the rest get boring cases, and the odd few get gruesome cases.
So I think I'll avoid it as best I can smile
Hope you're well smile
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Haven't really got time for a proper update so here's some stream of consciousness direct from me to you:

* I keep managing to sit on squeaky chairs at the moment, I shuffle my bum on the seat to get comfortable and they keeping squeaking! Or rather more worryingly, groaning shocked

* I've only ever truly hated one person in my whole life. Unfortunately it was...
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aesirr:
Yeah sounds a little iffy that. I treat all women well. Doesn't help when they screw me over later but I'm not going to give up being a nice guy because of it.
aesirr:
Well I can think of many ways but I'm paranoid and have a terrifying imagination. I'm sure it will be fine for you. Have fun.
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Been trying to get closure on a few things without over-analyzing and I THINK I've got the balance about right. However things have turned out, a.k.a not how I've wanted, I know I've tried my best. Yes I've held back for a long time and listened to how things should be done. Well whatever, is all I can say to that! It's made me unhappy...
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aesirr:
Sounds about the same way I am with the girl. Not how I wanted, but I am going to live with the outcome and frankly not give two shits about it.

Food is teh awesome and tell your detractors so. You do need a new job it has to be said, ouch. DAily SOS calls sound a bit odd, but hey whatever floats his boat.

Have fun.
aesirr:
Yep you are indeed right. Thanks.

Sometimes it just takes a while to realise it though doesn't it.
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Two posts in one week?! Craziness! But I'm back on form largely due to being taken out on an awesome date. Just a shame it was by a mate! We had fun though, she tried to get me drunk, then tried to seduce me by dropping ice-cream down herself and not knowing where it went. Ok so it probably all sounds a little odd but...
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aesirr:
Sounds a fun date that even with a friend lol.

Didn't watch the game myself alas as I was out but I hear it was a bit of an odd one.

Enjoy the pampering and I think you were right in what you said, in all ways.
stenno:
Strewth eeek
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Oh dear I've started over-analyzing and it's left me bummed out. It's ridiculous really because I've got so much going on I don't have time to dwell on stuff I can't change, or people for that matter. I guess I'm just worried that I've made some bad choices, but even if I have I can't go back. Things have already changed too much.

Still struggling...
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stenno:
If you're on a committee don't forget to say 'we the committee' lots in a yorkshire twang! tongue
I thought you were gonna go for the job with the council for two years? shocked
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aesirr:
Jobs and skills are buggers, even my shitty job gave me something, granted one of those things was an understanding of the suicidal urge lol.

That does sound right, Ive been going out a lot compared to the old days. Been spending masses mainly on other people as I like my friends happy.

Oooh yoga sounds awesome, wouldn't do for me alas. I'm not that flexible.

My sitch with Rach is getting better I think, just got to take it steady. But for now I wish you luck with a Big Geoff Hug attached for all you need to be doing.
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Funny how whenever I go to update I end up being lost for words - a very infrequent occurrence normally!

* Went to see Julia Biel in London last night and loved it. Only enjoyed the less cheery numbers of the support - dunno what that says about me!

* I've been advised to give up drunken texting for lent. Sounds like a good idea......
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aesirr:
Sitting there grinning sounds fun so does the rest of the above.

I shall take the luck as I always need it. Rach is a complicated girl and I am just worried about ruining what I have with her.
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Life is pretty awesome at the moment. Not perfect, but I'm trying to focus on the things I can change and not waste my time and energy getting too stressed out by stuff.

Recent highlights:

* Drinking too much red wine and having a blast

* Sweeney Todd, 'nuff said

* Hanging out in old Leicester haunts smile smile

* Loads of movie watching

* Book reading...
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aesirr:
Its still a good update. I'm glad things are going well for you.
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I shall find some time to make a proper update, but just thought I'd say things are rocking biggrin I'm making the most of things again and trying not to analyse things too much when they don't work out how I want them to, coz a lot of things have!
aesirr:
Now that is a very uncanny thing to say. I am so the same way. I over analyse things so much and get funny about them that I was referred to as being like Marvin the Paranoid Android.