cherryvegas

Nooo

thanks but i dont think anything will come of the whole drawing... i'm stuck on what to do!

Don't fall down and hit your head.


Red's a good color for you. Dress wise.

I think it's better this way too, and I'm happy for you that you've taken these steps. Anyone who's been in your position (and that has to be most of us) can appreciate how hard it is to let go of the past, but you really do seem to understand what you want out of life and what you want out of love and if he wasn't going to give it to you, your best (and really only) choice was to move on. I imagine there will be times when you feel weak and want to return to him, or maybe scared or lonely, but when that happens just remember how you feel right now - it's good to be free, it's good to have that excitement of not knowing what's going to happen next and who's going to come into your life. I hope whatever happens, it happens sooner rather than later and it makes you deliriously happy.

I know you'll get a lot of support and suggestions from people here but I will say that if you need to vent I'm a good listener - you can send me a message if you like. Once upon a time I was an asshole and I was not as good to my girlfriend as I should have been. I learned when I got treated the same way by another girl and once I knew how that felt I never did it again. Unfortunately, until your guy learns the hard way he'll probably keep treating you disrespectfully and no one deserves to live through that. So even though you love him, even though you'll continue to love him, even though being alone scares you, you shouldn't let yourself be a victim. I know that's hardly much help but as I said, I'd be happy to be someone you can talk to, if you want. In the meantime, I hope you're strong and get through this ok. Being alone, by the way, isn't really bad at all - it's nice to come home to yourself, as an old song once said. You only answer to you, no one is abusing you, no one is taking advantage. Write me if you like.