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I've never begged a weekend to hurry like this one....
I fucking hate weekdays.
There the days i get to sit around and think....
& lately me thinking is not a good idea,at all.
All my thoughts have turned bad.
So friday i plan on drinking myself into a coma with Sarah....Shes having a little leaving shin dig,so i guess this is the last time...
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I need some fkn direction in my life.
At the moment it seems like everythings going down.
Where am i going to be in the next few years?
I have no fucking clue as what i want to do.
I dont ever wanna be doing something i dont want to be.
I just dont know what it is i want.
I want to do something...
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cherryvegas:
Im so down about it......

I really just dont know.
Im in a pickle....a rather large one. frown
leothedriver:
hey! yeah i loved newwie!!
we did the strikeback festival!! did you go? it was a bit cold for me.. y'know. comin' from the sunshine state and all.. hee hee..

ah yes.. i remember feeling all that when i was your age.. umm no wait! hang on! i still do feel those things!!!

yeah i'm hitting the 3-0 this year.. and i think that stuff more and more too..
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eimi:
they are devious things those bongs
hope you feel better luv!
eimi:
it lasts for hours.... funny stuff indeed!
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"No-one hurt my fragile little mind right now...its tangled up..and dont you know."

I dont know what's goin on with me at the moment.
I keep pushing the closest ones away.
& after i tell them to fuck off,i cry and then i wonder why.
I know everyone is trying to get into my head and see what is goin on in there.
But there...
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eimi:
banksy is the man!!!!!!!!!! if anyone can capture politcal/emotional/idealistic rantings he can! i love him...

hope you feel better sweet!
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Been a while...

Speaking of while,me and my boy 1 year anniversary! Wooo!
Its gone so fast....thats always a good thing!
Longest relationship ive ever had.... eeek Hes a keeper.

Other than the good news,only bad.
Think im gonna get fired,got no shifts this week......
Thinking its a good thing,but deepdown probly the worst!
Oh well,time for me to pull me knickers out and get meself...
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Its saturday and 5 days ago i woke up.And wish i didnt.
He's gone.He aint coming back.Why did he do it?If he needed a shoulder,i had one..and if he needed a friend,i was one.
Why!
Fuck life and fuck being happy....fuck being sad and fuck everything.
Why!
I have so many questions that will never be answered.
I wish i could have helped,i wish i...
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leothedriver:
frown shit dude i'm so sorry to hear that, a virtual cuddle gets sent your way..

no one should ever have to do that... there is always people who would do anything to help.... i won't ever understand why people end their lives... its so sad...

but it does make you more aware that its real, tell your friends that you love them, make sure they know your there for them, make sure it never happens again, thats all we can do....
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Went out for dinner tonight with my best friend...
She was my sister for 5 year,my sidekick...the one who i thought was me. Who others thought was me.There wasnt a day nor a night we werent together....
Everyone knew us as "kel and ash"...if there was one of us,there was the other.
About a year ago now,we had a fight...because she wouldnt come to the...
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fever:
i randomly stumbled on your page somehow...

it's sad how people change. there's a couple of friends i have who are in a similar scenerio though not engaged. like a good friend of mine who i used to drink with at least 2 times a week with and go crazy..now she is homebound living with her boyfriend and never wants to come out frown it just happen i suppose. just cherish and grow with the friendship.
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Wednesday....middle of the week if you wish.
Only 2 more sleeps untill i`m off on my mini holiday. Im goin on a mini truck cruise....So the weekend will consist of 3 of my favourite things.
1-mini trucks
2-Booze
3-Hot bois.
I wish i still had my truck.....guess thats the stupidest thing ive EVER done.Sold my truck ,got a new car and it got stolen.....fuck theifs. frown
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maxiebond:
ps: i dont think any bois here will get your user name so watch out for speedway74


[Edited on Apr 20, 2006 2:01AM] puke

[Edited on Apr 20, 2006 2:05AM]
maxiebond:
where u off to any way
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Hmmm got a new job.....first job ever!
And today was the first day ever.....
Must say,working sux.

But cheers to the $$$! ooo aaa
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maxiebond:
oh n thank you,i looked up killswitch and now have another fav band in return i sugest 36 crazyfists
cherryvegas:
I frikin hate easter,shit holiday mad
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I`m starting to get a little bit more excited.....
Only 5 days untill i go see suicide girls!! love
Fuck Yeh!
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cherryvegas:
Oh shit yeh fuck yeh shit yeh its good. smile
maxiebond:
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i cant wait
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