cherryvegas

Fucking els is fucking fucked.
I hate him. I can officially say, i fkn hate him.
He rang me on the w.e, and said he had something to tell me...
that he is moving to sydney with a girl...called naomi...
not his gf or anything. just a "friend".
claims he wants to get away and get his life on track...WTF
i gave him that opportunity 6 months ago.
Dude what the fuck is going on...
is he just seriously out to hurt me.
I dunno...but i think i have every reason to be upset about it,
even if we have broke up.....like seriously.
He's the one who said he didnt want to leave, and was happy where he was
I just dont get it.
I just really need friends right now. And they dont seem to be anywhere.
Brookes @ hammo, Sarahs @ hawks nest, Kasey is in fkn dubai for fuck sake and Ash just started seeing so now she is non excsistant!
Right when i think things are good and starting to get out of the rut im in.....i go 30 steps back an find myself deeper.
I got nothing else to talk about right now. Im so angry.
Ive done this and ive done that but words just arent coming to mind.
Heads somwhere else.