cherryvegas

So we had our break.
For once, we didnt give in and break the break.. ha silly.
But i must say, it did wonders.
& made me realise so much about myself.
Im always blaming him for everything, but theres things i need to do for him too!
Iv never felt this way about him before, i honestly think all the games are over.
Im giving up weed today. No seriously. I have to...
So ive given els permission to take my bongs away.
Out of mind out of site.
Not really but hey im givin it a go!!!
As for everything else...
No job yet, which sucks.
Really hating being unemployed. Bored and confused.
Oh and did i mention POOOR!!!!
Sucks so badly. And doesnt help with my ebay addiction at the moment.
Just got my account up and running...you beauty!
Apart from that cant think of anything exciting and interesting..
Been hanging with ash heaps again...funny girl that one.
Total sleaze bag. I love it.
Anyways gotta go, dinner time