cherryvegas

Ok so I'm very much still a taken lady.
It's so weird, I'm so torn at the moment
Undecided, questioning alot of things
But @ the same time love him to bits
Just know it's not right. Going different places
Different dreams.
& that's why it's so hard to just let go
Cause we really care about each other
Mmm itl all work out ... Just let it pan out
But for now I couldn't imagine life without him
& now is now ! So fkn live it !
Hmm I been at muz's for his bday
Love going to the shed it's the best place
Everyone sings and plays everything
Fuuck I'd do anything to have musical abilities
I'm actually learning how to play guitar now
Dad just bough an epiphone casino ,
So I have been getting pissed on the goon on my days off
From Tafe and rockng out while no ones home
I don't know any chords bar g and e..... I think?
And I can still get something funky happening
Except my fingers hurt !
I made a song up about mj& my love for her
"I got a friend they call her mary jane,
We hang out as much asvi can ,
You got no idea how much I love ya,
Mary janeeee.
My friend
My friend
My friend
My friend
They call her maryyyyy jane"
& that sounded awsome 9 wines down !
Fuch I'm off my boobs !
Tits gone off rack !
Blah ! Can't sleep !
Watching tripd out music channel
Must be early in the morning !
Mary jay here wit me, bf snoring
Cut it out
Billys just making me go higher !
& my mac is fkd.
Got warrenty extended butttt
I don't want to lose all my shit but
It's that fucked I can't get it off
Hmmm
I think my gish is dead !
Oh I'm going to Bali in November
Yip yip yewwww!
& with that thought I'm going
To morning dream !
Omg howgood are morning drems
There always heaps trippy
& ur awake but not
Weird

Night neverland xo