So i just applied my ass for more jobs than i have EVER in my life.
So fingers crossed i land some fkn rad role in an office doing fkn nothing @ all ey!
I applied for a few real estate receptionist's....which im hoping for the most....
I was supposed to do a certificate in real estate when i first left school.....but didnt happen. My mums friend gave me all of her notes and essays etc as she did the course, so i would have aced it...fuck im stupid.
Ever since i was a little girl i always loved looking at the real estate guide in the paper, i guess i just liked dreaming about living in all of those gorgeous houses.
Speaking of houses, me and mitch have decided that we will put our travelling minds on hold and move out.
It was a toss up of goin to london and workin in a pub for a year or so or moving out....
and i decided that moving out was what i wanted to do...
but in saying that, a few weeks from now..im probably back on the travelling idea.
I think half of the reason of why i wanted to leave the country was running away from all of my problems back here, but i guess that isnt going to fix them...well in a certain way it would, but personally id still be dwelling on them. whatever:
And as for a career, it`d probably put me in a far worse position than i am now.
But fuck, i guess you never know....who knows what opportunitys could open up for me over there.
I found the cutest little cottage that i want !!! REALLY REALLY WANT!!!!
But mitch has different ideas of where he wants to live, he says "modern" but this cottage is the cutest ever!!
Its 1 bedroom, and old...but its so cool inside, the beams in the roof are exposed and it has the cutest fire place, a cute little balcony off the living room, which gets the morning sun! Im not sure what you call them, but these gorgeous lights on the beams, they sort of look like candle holders....i love it, i really do.
Ahhhh im so excited ....i cannot wait til the day i am in my very own place.
I have never moved in my life, so im sure you can imagine the excitement!
So i didnt really do anything all that exciting on the weekend, i went to the cambridge on saturday night with ashlee,juz,ainsley and met will there. It was a hardstyle rave thing, juz dj's...so i went to show my support. So many people i knew were there, it was good to see everyone. Most of them were too messy to hold conversation, but still...a friendly face is always good
I drove, so i didnt drink...which was the silliest idea ever, i dont know when the last time was when i went out sober....let me tell you....it wont be happening again anytime soon. I had a pill, i thought it had hit me...but was just shitty... it made me feel queezy while i was out
so i went home early, around 12....as soon as i got back to my house, i was that offf my head. I went to go home and my parents were still up, they are NEVER up past 9pm...so there was no way i could go inside and let them see me in the state i was...like really, i was very messed up. I havent been that funked up in a long long time, well not just straight e...usually after a belly full of beer i maybe come close to being like that....lol, so i drove....not sure how...but drove to mitch's and annoyed the fuck out of him. We had the best sex ever that night. I love fucking when im on it, its fkn insane and it just makes me feel more connected to him than ever. 
He was tired afterwoods, but i was still pumping....i tried to make him drive me around the neighbourhood....i just felt like haven the wind through my hair, lol...but he insisted that i lay down and go to sleep as it was minus 5 outside...i couldnt possibly sleep so i sat outside in my undies and had a few cigarettes...but even ecstacy couldnt block out how fkn cold it was lol. I passed out and woke up clean, suprisingly.
So today was boring, ill make sure tomorrow wont be anything like today...
ive planned to smoke mary jane with jordan and go on an adventure...i think i may head out into the country...and take some photos....and i will defintly be heading to hungry jacks ... i have the biggest cravings for bacon delux...what is it about them! Ohhh and onion rings, mmmmm yummy!
I just realise i am hungry, im going to make vegemite on toast...soggy vegemite on toast. Nothing but.
xxxxxxxxxxx
Peace Love Ecstacy
& of course, il leave with a photo from sat night, off my titties.
I want to pierce my nose both sides or septum...hmm decisions decisions
So fingers crossed i land some fkn rad role in an office doing fkn nothing @ all ey!
I applied for a few real estate receptionist's....which im hoping for the most....
I was supposed to do a certificate in real estate when i first left school.....but didnt happen. My mums friend gave me all of her notes and essays etc as she did the course, so i would have aced it...fuck im stupid.
Ever since i was a little girl i always loved looking at the real estate guide in the paper, i guess i just liked dreaming about living in all of those gorgeous houses.
Speaking of houses, me and mitch have decided that we will put our travelling minds on hold and move out.
It was a toss up of goin to london and workin in a pub for a year or so or moving out....
and i decided that moving out was what i wanted to do...
but in saying that, a few weeks from now..im probably back on the travelling idea.
I think half of the reason of why i wanted to leave the country was running away from all of my problems back here, but i guess that isnt going to fix them...well in a certain way it would, but personally id still be dwelling on them. whatever:
And as for a career, it`d probably put me in a far worse position than i am now.
But fuck, i guess you never know....who knows what opportunitys could open up for me over there.
I found the cutest little cottage that i want !!! REALLY REALLY WANT!!!!
But mitch has different ideas of where he wants to live, he says "modern" but this cottage is the cutest ever!!
Its 1 bedroom, and old...but its so cool inside, the beams in the roof are exposed and it has the cutest fire place, a cute little balcony off the living room, which gets the morning sun! Im not sure what you call them, but these gorgeous lights on the beams, they sort of look like candle holders....i love it, i really do.
Ahhhh im so excited ....i cannot wait til the day i am in my very own place.
I have never moved in my life, so im sure you can imagine the excitement!
So i didnt really do anything all that exciting on the weekend, i went to the cambridge on saturday night with ashlee,juz,ainsley and met will there. It was a hardstyle rave thing, juz dj's...so i went to show my support. So many people i knew were there, it was good to see everyone. Most of them were too messy to hold conversation, but still...a friendly face is always good
I drove, so i didnt drink...which was the silliest idea ever, i dont know when the last time was when i went out sober....let me tell you....it wont be happening again anytime soon. I had a pill, i thought it had hit me...but was just shitty... it made me feel queezy while i was out
so i went home early, around 12....as soon as i got back to my house, i was that offf my head. I went to go home and my parents were still up, they are NEVER up past 9pm...so there was no way i could go inside and let them see me in the state i was...like really, i was very messed up. I havent been that funked up in a long long time, well not just straight e...usually after a belly full of beer i maybe come close to being like that....lol, so i drove....not sure how...but drove to mitch's and annoyed the fuck out of him. We had the best sex ever that night. I love fucking when im on it, its fkn insane and it just makes me feel more connected to him than ever. He was tired afterwoods, but i was still pumping....i tried to make him drive me around the neighbourhood....i just felt like haven the wind through my hair, lol...but he insisted that i lay down and go to sleep as it was minus 5 outside...i couldnt possibly sleep so i sat outside in my undies and had a few cigarettes...but even ecstacy couldnt block out how fkn cold it was lol. I passed out and woke up clean, suprisingly.
So today was boring, ill make sure tomorrow wont be anything like today...
ive planned to smoke mary jane with jordan and go on an adventure...i think i may head out into the country...and take some photos....and i will defintly be heading to hungry jacks ... i have the biggest cravings for bacon delux...what is it about them! Ohhh and onion rings, mmmmm yummy!
I just realise i am hungry, im going to make vegemite on toast...soggy vegemite on toast. Nothing but.
xxxxxxxxxxx
Peace Love Ecstacy
& of course, il leave with a photo from sat night, off my titties.
I want to pierce my nose both sides or septum...hmm decisions decisions
i dnt have an internet connection
&
all my extensions are falling out!!!!!!!!!!!!!