cherrylove13

Wow, what an obsession. Isn't it amazing how one new thing, or person can completely consume you and become your unsuspecting muse? I've had writers block both physically and mentally for a REALLY long time with both my lyrics AND my poetry. Just couldn't overcome it, or produce anything substantial. Then BAM! Suddenly the floodgates open, and I find myself writting at some of the most inopportune times. So here I am, pouring my heart out again, one stroke at a time.

I'm sure you all have just been itching for an update. SO here goes. I'm working at a haunted house now. This of course on top of everything I'm dealing with involving the salon. It's SUCH a good time though. I work with some great people, who make it all worth while.

Also, I've come up with a new outlook on things. I'm no longer going to be someones bent ear. Once again, I was there for someone. Someone I believed to be a friend. Suddenly I find myself right in the middle of bullshit drama, that doesn't actually even exsist. Vividly I'm reminded of WHY I hate people, and have secluded myself for a number of years. I do what it takes to be a good friend, which is to just listen to someone, and suddenly, I become the asshole. Gotta love it. What can you do? Can't live with people, and can't murder them. So instead I just walk away from them yet again. It's becoming somewhat startling how easy it's getting for me to do that. The reason I suppose that is, is because I expect that it's coming eventually. It always does. And I always tell them that too.

Well, back to thinking on my muse.