cherrylove13

You know, it's funny.

WHen I turned 23 I just couldn't shake the feeling that this was going to be a big year for me.

I even wrote about it a little bit in here.

Boy, was I ever right.

I had no clue exactly how big of a year it would be.

My dad died last week.

About 2 weeks after my birthday. When they found him, he had been gone for about a week. He was only 59, in fact his 60th b-day would have been last week. No, it was NOT expected. And no, we don't know HOW it happened. What I do know? He could have called for help, but didn't. He died praying instead. And the last time I spoke with him? About a year ago. And the worst part was? I, and I alone had the entire responisbility of taking care of him when he died. Thankfully I have good friends.
Its true, you really do realize who your true friends are at a time like this.

I have so many emotions, and so many thoughts right now, it's just impossible to deal with. So I won't. Not really anyway.