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I need a backrub.

And a stiff drink. New Years Eve can't come fast enough.

This commercial makes me laugh so hard.



I remember a Christmas morning when I was a kid, I freaked out just like this and my entire family stared at me like I was insane. I'm still surprised counselling didn't come after that.

I can picture teenagers freaking out like this...
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Happy Turkey Day!

I can't tell you how many times I've filled my room with cigarette smoke and the smoke alarm never went off. This morning, while my mom was cooking the turkey and I was helping with the rest of the dinner, my room filled with the heat from the kitchen and it set the alarm off. Someone please tell me how this works?...
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Weekends spent with friends are pretty awesome, yes they are.

Mike and I spent most of the weekend lying in his bed playing video games. It was fun.

Sometimes, I just don't understand the relationship I have with Mike. I'm comfortable enough to have sex with him, but not comfortable enough to dress and undress in front of him.

I wish I understood him better....
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jackminussally:
Glad you had a good weekend despite some of the issues you mentioned.
I hope things work out for the two of you.

I have been in this rain all day.
Went paintballing at 8:30am until 4:00pm
Drenched.
( we where outside in the woods no rain coats or anything )

^_^
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meli:
Boys are stupid. wink

Dear Sun,

I know we don't have the best relationship, I don't go out in you much. But I promise to be good if you come back to NH. Please? It is very cold and wet here since you've been gone.
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Why can't days be all good instead of just partially? That's my question for today. I asked Mike, but he wasn't any help. It was just "yeah, i'd like that too." *sigh* Bless them, the men of few words.

I bought a stress reliever today. It's one of those huge squishy balls that have those feeler type things on them. I can punch it, throw...
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Okay, so maybe I went a little overboard with the thing about Brian. To my knowledge, he never taped us having sex, but that doesn't rule out the possibility of it happening. I mean, seriously, he had PLENTY of chaces to tape us if he wanted. Then again, he doesn't have a camera and I doubt any of his friends would lend them theirs.

Either...
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meli:
Lord I hate Candy Corn. Blech!

Now and Laters on the other hand, yesssss. Man, I haven't had those in like 10 years. Heh.
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I day-dream too much.
I think too much.
I say too much.
I consider open ended possibilities too much.
I think about things other people say too much.

I need to calm down.

And I'm telling HIM to calm down.

I want a giant canvas, 6 feet by 6 feet, and I want endless amounts of paint, a subject or thought to start from, and...
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jackminussally:
I am also looking for an outlet for my thoughts.
Best of luck with the canvas
^_^

I was semi-confused about the tape thing...
Do you think that you where filmed without your knowledge? Do you think that if you where that it would be shown to others?

awww sorry to hear about the chain smoking ^_^
haha

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Sagittarius: You have been chosen by God to smoke as much as you want and never get cancer. (i fucking love it.)

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Lately, I feel like I just want to give up on everything.

Fuck:
school
life
Mike
everything i stand for
everything i think
everything i love
everything i hate
everything i have ever done
everything i will do
every mistake i've made
every resolution i will follow through with
i want to scream
i want to destroy
i want to fight
i want to love...
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meli:
I know how you feel but at the same time I can't explain it myself. I hope things pick up for you. Take care. kiss
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I've gone into another funk and I don't like it.

There are a few exciting things happening with my new van (gift from the evil step-father) and I should be really excited, but I'm not.

Something happened between last night and earlier today that made me go into this place where I don't enjoy anything. When I laugh or smile, it feels forced. There were...
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meli:
Funk shmunk. I am in a bit of a funk myself these days. Down witht he funk! mad

::hugs:: kiss
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Sagittarius: Always keep in mind that the best way to become friends with someone is to sleep with them.

My horoscope always has something nice to say about me.