cherrylenses

I've gone into another funk and I don't like it.

There are a few exciting things happening with my new van (gift from the evil step-father) and I should be really excited, but I'm not.

Something happened between last night and earlier today that made me go into this place where I don't enjoy anything. When I laugh or smile, it feels forced. There were a few moments today where I should have been laughing my ass off with Jess and Jill, but I just couldn't laugh as much as I normally would have.

Chemical imbalance or mental instability?

I think it has something to do with Mike and I not really talking today that put me here, into this funk, but I'm not exactly sure if that's it. I feel depressed, but I'm not. I wish I had an answer.

All those little posts earlier? They were my random moments through out the day and the horoscope I got when I was feeling particularly lonely. It's odd the way things work out.