I CANT FUCKING WRITE ANYMORE AND IT IS FUCKING KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know what to do.
I can't write anything worth writing.
I try to write a story and it sounds like siht.
I try to write poetry and it's even worse.
I can't do lovey dovey shit.
I can't do violent scarey shit.
I can't do sick twisted shit.
I can'te ven write...
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I don't know what to do.
I can't write anything worth writing.
I try to write a story and it sounds like siht.
I try to write poetry and it's even worse.
I can't do lovey dovey shit.
I can't do violent scarey shit.
I can't do sick twisted shit.
I can'te ven write...
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:: does a lil dance.:: I have a phone now I have a phone now. I have a phone now.
763-566-2750.
CALL ME !! Hah.
763-566-2750.
CALL ME !! Hah.
So lastnight I had to tlak to Amber. It went okay, she wasn't really upset with me but she told me to stay the fuck away from Jermaine.
She doesn't know that we're dating yet. She doesn't know that we've had sex. She knows that we've kissed. And that something is going on and all.
Lastnight she went to see sprout over at Bryans and...
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She doesn't know that we're dating yet. She doesn't know that we've had sex. She knows that we've kissed. And that something is going on and all.
Lastnight she went to see sprout over at Bryans and...
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So Amber sort of found out and she wants to kill me now.
I have come to realize that no matter who he is boys = drama in some way shape or form. But I'm willing to hold onto him I think. I adore him far too much to let him go because some girl I -was- friends with is fucked in the head and...
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I have come to realize that no matter who he is boys = drama in some way shape or form. But I'm willing to hold onto him I think. I adore him far too much to let him go because some girl I -was- friends with is fucked in the head and...
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devil_bitch:
I am so sorry pumpkin. Hang in there. If all else fails don't be afraid to call the cops or to pop that bitch in her eye.
I got a boyfriend. :: Dance.:: I got a boyfriend. :: Dance.:: I got a boyfriend. :: Dance.:: I got a boyfriend. :: Dance.:: I got a boyfriend. :: Dance.:: I got a boyfriend. :: Dance.:: I got a boyfriend. :: Dance.:: I got a boyfriend. :: Dance.:: I got a boyfriend. :: Dance.:: I got a boyfriend. :: Dance.:: I got a boyfriend. ::...
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pcx:
let me come see u cause im think of buying a bus ticket oh ya call me i dont work anymore love yae sexxy
[Edited on Dec 13, 2004 1:23AM]
[Edited on Dec 13, 2004 1:23AM]
devil_bitch:
Thank you for saying such nice things. *blush* I think you rock too. Good luck with the relationship. At least you have one. Then again I have to realize that I am too fucked in teh head to date someone else. I just need regular sex and cuddling then he brings me tea. 
I AM MOVING OUT THIS WEEKEND! OMG.
I am so excited. My own little one bedroom. I'm going to call for a phone service on monday. Five hundred a month, plus electric food and phone service. I donno what I'm going to do for internet service or a computer but I'll figure something out. I'm almost never home anyways, hopefully Ben will still give me...
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I am so excited. My own little one bedroom. I'm going to call for a phone service on monday. Five hundred a month, plus electric food and phone service. I donno what I'm going to do for internet service or a computer but I'll figure something out. I'm almost never home anyways, hopefully Ben will still give me...
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devil_bitch:
Sounds good!!! Good luck. Keep your spirits high. Remember boys are like buses. Another will always come along. HA!! At least I hope so. 
lilmissmorbid:
Good luck witht he ove and congrats all in one.
So. Stuff with dre is better. He's nicer now. But I still feel disposible to most people. My friend and potential boyfriend Ben scolded me and helped me work out a deal for a computer so I can move out and stuff which makes me feel a little less pressured and stressed.
I really wish Dre would quit fucking around thouhg. I want him more...
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I really wish Dre would quit fucking around thouhg. I want him more...
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sydni:
wow, thanks so much for writing that in my journal. good luck on your journey as well.
like velvet said, never wait for a guy. He should be falling all over himself to be around you. And you have to believe that you are worth it. Because you are. And the only man that deserves you is someone that makes you feel like a princess, and nothing less.
and sure, you don't want to be alone. but being alone is a fantastic option when someone isn't coming up to your level. Start treating yourself better and men will step up to the plate. And if they don't, well, fuck em!
take care sweets! and follow your bliss.
like velvet said, never wait for a guy. He should be falling all over himself to be around you. And you have to believe that you are worth it. Because you are. And the only man that deserves you is someone that makes you feel like a princess, and nothing less.
and sure, you don't want to be alone. but being alone is a fantastic option when someone isn't coming up to your level. Start treating yourself better and men will step up to the plate. And if they don't, well, fuck em!
take care sweets! and follow your bliss.
pcx:
i called u yesterday but u where out but ill call u agian tomarrow love u your lover johnny tsunami!!!!
I'm really damn tired of being expendible to the people I really care about. This shit with Dre is killing me because I care so much about him, and all my friends online and off and yet to them I'm expendible. I could disappear from the face of this earth and no one would think twice about it at all. And that really hurts because...
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nibbleg:
I can honestly say i think i know how you feel. But i'm willing to bet that your friends really do care about ya, and they would notice if you did disappere. So hang in there and become our friend. And yeah, getting laid usually helps...
I'm dead tired.
I don't get my own computer till after christmas.
My car needs gas.
I need to buy nare and art supplys so I can be creative again. I need paint, paintbrushes, pencils and some colored pencils and I'll be sated enough I think. I found a semi-unused sketch book of mine and took up drawing in it again. I suck at it...
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I don't get my own computer till after christmas.
My car needs gas.
I need to buy nare and art supplys so I can be creative again. I need paint, paintbrushes, pencils and some colored pencils and I'll be sated enough I think. I found a semi-unused sketch book of mine and took up drawing in it again. I suck at it...
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pcx:
give your phone number jon123491911@yahoo.com 
lilmissmorbid:
okay how does nare help your artwork or creativity? and whats a wacom? I r lost
Hope you had a good thanksgiving though.
Hope you had a good thanksgiving though.
I'm tired.
I'm craving meat.
I don't want to go home but I have no where else to go.
I'm lonely.
Iwant to go sleep with Trevis.
I like him and i'm kinda interested in him but I don't think he's interested in me. It sucks.
I am going to try and move out again fairly soon.
I hope I don't fall on my face....
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I'm craving meat.
I don't want to go home but I have no where else to go.
I'm lonely.
Iwant to go sleep with Trevis.
I like him and i'm kinda interested in him but I don't think he's interested in me. It sucks.
I am going to try and move out again fairly soon.
I hope I don't fall on my face....
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devil_bitch:
Boys suck. Being single really sucks. Well sometimes.
You probably are low on protien. Are you drinking the shakes young lady?
Happy Turkey Day.
You probably are low on protien. Are you drinking the shakes young lady?
Happy Turkey Day.
pcx:
sorry im living at work now a call me on saturday love ya!!!!