cherrycyanide

Am I wrong for being upset about not getting sex very often? It's been more then a week now and I haven't had sex almost two fucking weeks. I can't stand that shit. Though if I were single I'd go longer but I'm not damnit. I have a boyfriend I absolutely adore and I'm still not getting laid very frequently. IT's taking it's toll. I...
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Dude the bitches keep getting crazier. Apparently Amber did something to herself and wound up in the hospital. Good shee needs the help maybe they'll force it on her now. But the thing is her retarded older sister Janna is threatening me now too. Fucking retarded bitches. I'm so getting a restraining order. I'm done with this shit.

So... apparently he didn't break up with me. It was amber on his account being a crazy bitch. anyways I'm happy. Hah.

He broke up with me. And didn't even do it in person, or on the phone but in my fucking live journal.

She's really starting to get to me. I want to twist her fucking head off her fucking body. She amkes me want to gouge her eyes out. She thinks she knows sometihng about our relationship and she knows NOTHING and she thinks that she has a right to say anything about what I think and what I feel and what I do. She is still...
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I'm really getting tired of Ambers shit.

she's now writing craptastical poetry at me.
I want to tare her throat out.
I want tto knock her down some concrete steps.
I could tell her how much I hated her, how much everyone dislikes her, how she's a lazy, worthless cunt, and a bad mother on top of it. And how the man she's so deeply...
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Merry Christmas everyone.


I miss you Johnny.

So the comment in my last entry made me think of this and I'm not sure why.. I wrote the same thing in her comments but I'm going to repeat it here cause it's a strange thought.
I <3 the nickname kitten. It's odd, a lot of people call me kitten and a few people call me Princess but not many people stick with it....
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fanfuckingtastic.

Amber and I are sort of friends again.

Sprout and I are doing great.

Everything is the shit right now.

I stress myself out too much...

I hate that about myself.

I donno how to make myself stop though and it sucks.

I'm worried that it's been so long I don't know how to be a good girlfriend anymore.

I'm worried that I'm thinking about the whole thing too much.

i'm scared I'm just rebound.

I'm scared that I feel to omuch too fast for...
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