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Jermaine gave me a chain with a little key on it. Like a journal key or something like that and told me it was to something very important, on valentines day. It was cute. Then lastnight I asked him what it was for and he and I playfully argued cause he didn't wanna tell me. In the end he grabbed my hand and said "You...
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I have cheek bones and oyu can see them now.

Best valentines day ever thus far.

And I haven't even made it to go see the boyfriend again yet today.

I had early morning technically valentines day sex lastnight.

It was great.

Then this morning sprout got in a bad mood talking to amber so I gave him his gift early. He cheered up a little after that.

Then I Went and saw my big...
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So I don't know.

We have no plans for valentines day except that we're going to hang out and that we're going to exchange gifts and stuff.

I am getting nervous aobut the braclet I made him because I don't feel like it's enough but I'm broke so I can't do better.

I have a temp agency job now and I'm hopefully getting some office...
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She had an abortion yesterday.

I'm scared about what this is going to do to Jermaine.

He wanted that baby so goddamn bad.

I hate that theres nothing I can do about this.

I hate that he had no say in it really.

I hate that she waited so goddamn long and caused so much shit only to do this in the end.

fucking cunt.

I had the best night in a long time. I got out the car at bry's house and grabbed my shit and stood at the bottom of the stairs because Jackie had brought her drunk ass down them and slipped at my feet. I gave her a couple cigarettes even though Dre had bought her a cheap pack of menthols. Then I got the worlds...
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Thanks for the suggestions on valentines day presents. I couldn't cook for him because I would have ot have somewhere for us to eat, and be alone and that's not possible in my house. Lol. I made him a braclet, friendship braclet style and in his favorite colors. I aalso wrote him a little letter explaining how every knot is tied to a thought of...
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what does one get a guy for valentines day?

I've never really had a boyfriend during this time of year so I don't know!

help. :p

Ok so I'm a dork and I got back togather with him even thouhg I'm scared to be broken up with again. Yeah I'm kinda dumb.

on a better note I am down in weight again to two sixty eight. I was two seventy four about four days ago. I'm pleased.

I don't know what to do yet. I didn't say anything when he said he was asking me to forgive him and take him back. But I kissed him when he left and agreed to call him when I get up.

We talked a bit on the way to and from the movie and stuff. He said that he finds hmself thinking about me a...
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