I'm evil.
His ex keeps going into his e-mail. And I know hwo she's getting in. Well she deleted her e-mail account that he knows of hers. And then was just going to not talk to him so she said. But then she e-mailed him the new one. Because he might need to talk to her. But I went in and deleted it and only...
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His ex keeps going into his e-mail. And I know hwo she's getting in. Well she deleted her e-mail account that he knows of hers. And then was just going to not talk to him so she said. But then she e-mailed him the new one. Because he might need to talk to her. But I went in and deleted it and only...
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I need to buy new conditioner.
I used this optimum stuff at Sharia's moms house and it made my hair like ten times healthier then it was before. And I only used it twice! I was so amazed.
It smells like bubbles though... like... tons of little bitty bubble bath bubbles. Without the bubble gum or your choice of fruity scents added to it..
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I used this optimum stuff at Sharia's moms house and it made my hair like ten times healthier then it was before. And I only used it twice! I was so amazed.
It smells like bubbles though... like... tons of little bitty bubble bath bubbles. Without the bubble gum or your choice of fruity scents added to it..
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devil_bitch:
That girl has some serious issues. You are doing a very good job of handling the situation and I am proud of you. No matter what you say and do to her she will never see it until she lets go of her anger. Ofcourse you know this.
Optimum is the shit. So is Nexxus Hummetrix. I use that a lot. I need to take better care of my hair. *shrug*
Hey I finally posted some pictures!!
good to see you on here again. I tried to do live journal but I already have too many online journals. It's getting to the point of copy and paste. I hate to do that.
Optimum is the shit. So is Nexxus Hummetrix. I use that a lot. I need to take better care of my hair. *shrug*
Hey I finally posted some pictures!!


kizmet:
pinup of the day!
muwaaah!

muwaaah!

Yah yah yah.
I had a good easter. Now I'm going to sharias and see my boyfriend and then go to my dads house for dinner.
I'm doing my hair. I look good.
I decided to quit color treating my hair and I'm not going to press it for a while.
I miss my long thick hair. I have to stop doing stuff with it.
I had a good easter. Now I'm going to sharias and see my boyfriend and then go to my dads house for dinner.
I'm doing my hair. I look good.
I decided to quit color treating my hair and I'm not going to press it for a while.
I miss my long thick hair. I have to stop doing stuff with it.
otoki:
It looks good to me.

Well things went to shit again.
My mom doesn't want sprout at our house anymore because my step father hada cow because he was here when the ass got home from work.
I need a job so I can move but it's so hard to find one. I've been trying.
I'm doing the best I can and it doesn't seem to be enough no matter...
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My mom doesn't want sprout at our house anymore because my step father hada cow because he was here when the ass got home from work.
I need a job so I can move but it's so hard to find one. I've been trying.
I'm doing the best I can and it doesn't seem to be enough no matter...
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devil_bitch:
Yeah my dad was Choctaw. He's dead now. I never really knew him. My mom threw him out when I was a baby because he was a drunk. Damn the stereotype. He refused to register because he shouldn't have to. That is the stupidest shit ever. So I am not registered. I don't really know that side of my family but I think I am going to look for them. I was told that they don't like the Negros. I gotta try and fill in the empty spots ya know.
Sorry things are crazy at your house. It's only temporary baby you know that. You will be out of there soon and you and Sprout can live happily ever for now. I don't say forever anymore I learned that lesson but I do wish for you forever.
Stepfathers suck.
Good luck with the job hunt. Love and light to you precious.
Sorry things are crazy at your house. It's only temporary baby you know that. You will be out of there soon and you and Sprout can live happily ever for now. I don't say forever anymore I learned that lesson but I do wish for you forever.
Stepfathers suck.

Good luck with the job hunt. Love and light to you precious.
otoki:
Yep, I can't stand living with my parents. I love them, but we just don't get along when I'm there permanently.
Good luck with the job hunt, it's a bitch finding a job when you really need one, or so it seems...
Good luck with the job hunt, it's a bitch finding a job when you really need one, or so it seems...
Newest update:
I knew it was going to happen. I get content and something kicks me in the teeth. My car got towed so I need to get fucking fake insurance for three hundred bucks.
THat makes
400 - to my grandpa.
110 - to my sister, plus a big favor for her coming to rescue me at five in the morning.
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I knew it was going to happen. I get content and something kicks me in the teeth. My car got towed so I need to get fucking fake insurance for three hundred bucks.
THat makes
400 - to my grandpa.
110 - to my sister, plus a big favor for her coming to rescue me at five in the morning.
166 plus the...
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devil_bitch:
Well big ups to that. Did I just say that? *shrug* Living with someone is some crazy shit. Just be prepared. HA!!
theloonie:
hope you got things worked out kiddo,
I need clothes.
If you love me you'll send me summer hand me downs. >.<
Nothing fits and I'm broke. :p
sizes 18 to tens should cover me for the next few months. >.< LOL
Please, hand me downs. I neeeeed them. I know some of you girls have something! :p Hell You boys should pitch in too. I like boy clothes.
If you love me you'll send me summer hand me downs. >.<
Nothing fits and I'm broke. :p
sizes 18 to tens should cover me for the next few months. >.< LOL
Please, hand me downs. I neeeeed them. I know some of you girls have something! :p Hell You boys should pitch in too. I like boy clothes.
devil_bitch:
Ha. I haven't worn an 18 since I was 18. Sorry toots. I do have one thing. It is a pretty cool black mesh duster. It's a little too snug. I could send you that. It's hot!!
It's funny.
physically and emotionally I still feel just as fat as I did last year.
I feel like certian things are still inapropriate for me to do/ware. Like I am still uncomfortible dancing, even though I do think it's fun it's extremely uncomfortible because I feel fat and nasty. Just little things like that..
And yet we have these huge bath towels. That when...
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physically and emotionally I still feel just as fat as I did last year.
I feel like certian things are still inapropriate for me to do/ware. Like I am still uncomfortible dancing, even though I do think it's fun it's extremely uncomfortible because I feel fat and nasty. Just little things like that..
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See this is what fucking happens.
She gets this bug up her ass where she thinks that stupid kenyan bastard is going to do her right and they make all these plans. Plans that don't easily involve herh aving two adult children. Then she decides she doesn't need me around for emotional support anymore because she's got the darling wonderful hubbie. Vomit.
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She gets this bug up her ass where she thinks that stupid kenyan bastard is going to do her right and they make all these plans. Plans that don't easily involve herh aving two adult children. Then she decides she doesn't need me around for emotional support anymore because she's got the darling wonderful hubbie. Vomit.
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devil_bitch:
I know exactly what you mean baby girl. I am having a time of it as well. My journal will give you a better explanation but there is always more. I too feel the weight crushing my chest... The tears in my eyes...At least I am not to the point where I want to cut. I don't do that often and when I do I know that it's really bad. It's like my rock bottom moment.
I hate getting skipped in the pot rotation. Those fuckers see you sitting there.
Sorry about your mom. My mom always blamed me for whatever fucked up shit happened with her husband. Now he's really gone and she has realized that she hurt me. Things are going better. We have a weird relationship. It's good but it's weird.
I hate getting skipped in the pot rotation. Those fuckers see you sitting there.
Sorry about your mom. My mom always blamed me for whatever fucked up shit happened with her husband. Now he's really gone and she has realized that she hurt me. Things are going better. We have a weird relationship. It's good but it's weird.
devil_bitch:
Thank you for being one of the sweetest people that I have met online. You rock!!
Nothing new so far. I'm still looking for a job.
I am going to go apply at a new temp agency today downtown with the boyfriend. Which means I have to get pretty.
That's okay with me. I clean up kinda well and I have my good pulling back brush here today.
I have been keeping up with my birth control, yay me.
We're still...
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I am going to go apply at a new temp agency today downtown with the boyfriend. Which means I have to get pretty.
That's okay with me. I clean up kinda well and I have my good pulling back brush here today.
I have been keeping up with my birth control, yay me.
We're still...
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I had talked to a shrink before surgery and she told me that sometimes ones sex drive skyrockets when a person loses a lot of weight quickly. Well I didn't really believe her. Mostly because I had a high sex drive in the first place. But now I do.
My sex drive is through the roof. I don't masturbate anymore because I have a boyfriend...
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My sex drive is through the roof. I don't masturbate anymore because I have a boyfriend...
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theloonie:
lol, well if he ever ends up not being able to sate you then come over here for a day or two and i can show you what unsaitable actually is
theloonie:
5 days? sorry to hear that, but i currently have the displeasure of being a managanympho that has been single for over a year... its sucks
Be careful on the email thing. IT might come back to bite you in the ass. Did you ever get a new job?
Oh and I just looked at your newest pics from 3/14. Damn I wish I had looked sooner. You gave me a kissie!!!
[Edited on Apr 08, 2005 10:08AM]