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I'ma start a porn site. I've decided. Just me. Nothing big.

But not till I fix this extra skin issue.

Anyways... I look fantastic lately. I saw pictures of me mere months ago and I look huge compaired to how I look now. God I don't know how I let myself be so unhealthy. Hell I'm still not healthy but at least I don't die...
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I stole this from the BEAUTIFUL miserydeathtrip


If I were a month, I would be: Augest. It's just starting to cool off out here, perfect time to be at the lakes.

If I were a time, of day I would be: 4:20 because... I'm a big pot head face.

If I were a sin, I would be: Lust. Because I'm sexy like that.

If I...
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devil_bitch:
Thanks for the compliments. I am flattered as always and yeah the kid is a cuttie. I know it is all my doing. LOL
otoki:
Oh, you're back biggrin

OOh, a game!! I wanna play I wanna play!!! eeek oink

Month: September. Leaves start to change, like my hair fading.

Time: Skip

Sin: Pre-Maritals. That's right.

Tree: Bamboo. I don't know if it's anything like me, but I think it's badass.

Weather: Red skies at morning.

Color: Aww, c'mon. purple.

Animal: Skip

Element: Air. You can't tell by looking at me if I'll kiss you on the cheek or rip your house apart. Wait, I'm confused...

Song: Until I come up with something more suitable, Bitch by Elevator Action.

Movie: Well, back when I was younger I would have said Daria. Now, though... confused

Book: Something by David Sedaris. My life is pretty funny right now.

Taste: Sweet soysauce chicken. Dunno why, I just like them.

Scent: Herbal essences rose hip shampoo, apparently.

Word: Meh

Object: Random sound generator

Facial expression: confused with blush with mad

Shape: hexagon.
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So... yeah... I'm moving today. Oh joy. I start working on monday. Uhhh... what else. I hate life.

Yeah that's it.
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el_phantasma:
Good luck on your move. I'm getting ready to move to another city in a few months. It can be scarry. Oh and about the new job thing, I have some advice. What ever you do, for the love of God, don't make out with, fuck, or persue a qoute on qoute "RELATIONSHIP with anyone from work. My ex dumped me months ago and I'm still suffering for it. But overall think happy thoughts! skull blush smile
el_phantasma:
Oh yeah. You have a pretty smile. wink
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I have been neglecting this journal because a lot has been going on. I still don't have a job but I almost do I tihnk. And I still live with my boyfriend. I'm still in love with him. I started seeing a shrink. I see her again tomorrow at five. She's nice, I like her. I hope she can help me.

To all you lovely...
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addlepatedwight:
addlepatedwight:
I'm just here to discuss photography
Not to change your religion
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Okay well nothing new. I hate everything and I need to move again and I hate living with my sister. I want to move. I want a dog really bad too. A pug or a pitbull. I really want a pitbull but I can't get a pit unless we rent a house or something. Sprout wants to buy a house... that'd be fantastic.


I just...
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otoki:
Happy birthday, pretty girl. kiss

We're going to meet when I get back from Japan. That's an order wink
devil_bitch:
Happy Birthday you sexy thang you!!! Hope that it is a good one. kiss

I belieive spankings are in order.
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I went to goth prom lastnight.

It was fun, even though my friends left early.

I had the best sex ever afterwards.

got myself spankeded with the whip yay.

I looked great. Dawn took me and the boys pic aand said we were really hot. biggrin

He looked so awesome.

I'll get the pic up when I see it. smile


I have i nternet acess again, sorta....
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devil_bitch:
I can't wait to see the pics. Goth Prom huh? What is that like a fetish ball only shinier? tongue

If only I lived closer to you.

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life sucks

I hate it

I need a new one.

the only thing about my life i want to keep are sharia and sprout.

fuck everyone and everything else.

I'm done dtrying.

I think maybe I'll quit my job move back home with mom and check in to the hospital for a month or two........

I seeriously need help.
devil_bitch:
Aww come here baby. *wraps you in huge all consuming hug*

Get some help. I am all about that. I need to do that myself. I have a lot of unhealthy shit running through my head.

You worked so hard to get away from your mom and be independent. Hang in there baby. You can do it.
otoki:
Hair pics are somewhere... I might have to hunker down and take them myself.

My boy and I talked it over, and now I'm going around seeing whoever the fuck I want, including him. He's so sweet!

Speaking of life sucking... well, you can read my update.
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I have my own apartment.

I need to get my computer fixed.

I need a queen sized bed frame.

I wanna take new pictures.

I miss my ex brian.

I love sex.

I like how I got to decorate my room a lot.

I like thath e gave me the biggest closet.

I'm annoyed that there is a suicide girl named Chanti.

The fact that...
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devil_bitch:
Congragulations on the new place. It was well needed. Good luck getting everything else you need. I will be sending positive vibes your way.

Yeah I had to change my screen name form Velvet because they gave it to someone else. PFFTT!!
cannibella:
You are everywhere! Heh, I think you are on my myspace, livejournal, and now I found you here too! Crazy shit man.

shocked Six a.k.a. Envythesunshine
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So I talked to amber after doing all my damage control and shit and what the problem was she thought she was having contractions. She thought she was going into labor three months early. How scary. Her baby has some stress disorder so it is very possible that she goes into labor early. Scarey shit man I swear.

She called me again later and cried...
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otoki:
I love girls so much. Boobs rock. Squishy + Squishy = EXTRA SQUISHY!!

If I didn't have a rule against doing things with involved people, I would totally volunteer wink

Oh, yeah, and if I didn't have a boy right now who doesn't know how he feels about open relationships. geez. whatever
otoki:
Funny how it suddenly doesn't seem threatening to them if you're fucking a girl. Like girls don't have legit relationships or something. How does he know a girl isn't going to sweep you off your feet? Poop. whatever
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I need a new group of friends.

That is all I really have to report.

My boyfriends ex asked me to call her at her moms when I get online. But I forgot to save the number and closed the message and now I don't know how ot get a hold of her.
devil_bitch:
I understand that sister. I only have 4 really close friends and sometimes I have issues with them.

Why are you calling Amber's mom? Enquiring minds want to know.