I have so much to say and yet when I'm sitting down to get it out of my poor clogged up head I can't get it out. Only the random rush of shit that cloggs my poor brain so often will come out. Not the important things that would make me sound like hte smart depthful person I am insted f the brainless wonder I...
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I don't know...
Everything is so constantly confused.
Most of the time I have myself happily trained to believe I hate Amber and she's this crazy horrible beast of a person.
And then I think about it and the only reason I think that way is... I miss her. I really do. I loved Amber... and yeah she does some crazy ass shit and she's...
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Everything is so constantly confused.
Most of the time I have myself happily trained to believe I hate Amber and she's this crazy horrible beast of a person.
And then I think about it and the only reason I think that way is... I miss her. I really do. I loved Amber... and yeah she does some crazy ass shit and she's...
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devil_bitch:
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!! Wishing you brightest blessings for 2006.
If you want to make things work with Amber just talk to her about it. I think it would be weird though. And difficult on your relationship with Sprout. When you fuck up all you can do is say "I'm sorry" and try not to hurt them ever again. If it doesn't work out at least you know you did your best.
You were always hot mamma but I understand. If I dropped 70 lbs I would probably be on a poles somewhere.
If you want to make things work with Amber just talk to her about it. I think it would be weird though. And difficult on your relationship with Sprout. When you fuck up all you can do is say "I'm sorry" and try not to hurt them ever again. If it doesn't work out at least you know you did your best.
You were always hot mamma but I understand. If I dropped 70 lbs I would probably be on a poles somewhere.
cherrycyanide:
Yeah but that's the thing. I think sprout would feel betrayed and like I'm being disloyal if I went back to even wanting to be friends with her again.
My lovely art fag Zach said he wants to take pictures of me.
Tee-hee. It was lovely. It's beautiful when you get yourself gussied up and the gayest man you know tells you how sexy you are and how good youd look in HIS ART.... that's huge to me. Lol. He's already using a print of my boyfriend and I sitting on a couch as...
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Tee-hee. It was lovely. It's beautiful when you get yourself gussied up and the gayest man you know tells you how sexy you are and how good youd look in HIS ART.... that's huge to me. Lol. He's already using a print of my boyfriend and I sitting on a couch as...
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darksitka:
just want u to know that i think your reallycool 
I GOT PICTURES NOW!
I don't like them though. I'm wearing white. Big boobs... They look huge for once. Yayums. It's wonderful top get new bras.
I have to take my grandpa to the doctors again today. And then I'm taking a bunch of kids trick-or-treating and then I'ma get drunk somewhere. I haven't figured out -where- yet. I wish I had friends out here...
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I don't like them though. I'm wearing white. Big boobs... They look huge for once. Yayums. It's wonderful top get new bras.
I have to take my grandpa to the doctors again today. And then I'm taking a bunch of kids trick-or-treating and then I'ma get drunk somewhere. I haven't figured out -where- yet. I wish I had friends out here...
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devil_bitch:
You look really good in white. You look yummy. Have a Happy Halloween hot stuff.
I'm tired. I'm bored. My head hurts. I want a normal life. I want a job. I want to have money to spend on the people I love. I am pissed off that I don't have anything to do on halloween. Granted I haven't tried because I'm more pissed off that I don't have a costume this year. I have no money and nothing to...
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devil_bitch:
I understand how you feel so much. I have been thinking about moving away. I always thought you were beautiful. But getting healthy is always great and that is what is most important.
otoki:
Damn I haven't heard from you in forever.
Are any of those emails in your contacts tab?
more pics more pics!!
Are any of those emails in your contacts tab?
more pics more pics!!
I have a job that doesn't suck. It willb e concret tonight. It's a mon - friday job which is great cause it leaves my weekends open. But I do have school on saturdays. Saturday and any day during the week I want to go.
then I'm moving. I already have two options. I don't know which one I'm going to go with yet. I...
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then I'm moving. I already have two options. I don't know which one I'm going to go with yet. I...
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devil_bitch:
Congragulations on the new job. I hope that all is going well for you honey bunny. *HUGS*
Congragulations on the new job. I hope that all is going well for you honey bunny. *HUGS*
a dark room
A bent and twisted soul with a shattered and broken heart.
Eyes swollen with pain. Face burned with torment and fear.
Walking in an endless dark cold room. Listening to all the boogie-men and all the things that make your skin crawl closing in on me.
My head was jumbled and about to explode. Bruised and broken lips parted so I could...
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A bent and twisted soul with a shattered and broken heart.
Eyes swollen with pain. Face burned with torment and fear.
Walking in an endless dark cold room. Listening to all the boogie-men and all the things that make your skin crawl closing in on me.
My head was jumbled and about to explode. Bruised and broken lips parted so I could...
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I've been writing.
Aren't you proud...?
I wrote erotica for the boyfriend the other day.
I wrote a poem today.
I also did a free write thing and vented all over that bitch about amber. fuckin' psycho.
Anyways I've been up to notihng. Still job hunting. still bored with life.
I'm cold and I'm lonely and my boyfriends too far away. Someoen please give me...
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Aren't you proud...?
I wrote erotica for the boyfriend the other day.
I wrote a poem today.
I also did a free write thing and vented all over that bitch about amber. fuckin' psycho.
Anyways I've been up to notihng. Still job hunting. still bored with life.
I'm cold and I'm lonely and my boyfriends too far away. Someoen please give me...
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those dirty fuckers. they deleted everything I've written since I was sixteen.
they can eat my asshole.
they can eat my asshole.
devil_bitch:
I am assuming you are talking about LiveJournal. Either way babe I am so sorry. I am sorry that you are so pissed off. Wanna hug?
nick667:
hey whats up