cherrycyanide

I cleaned my apartment yesterday, all by myself, living room my room and all....

My hair smells like victoria secrets apple lotion yum.

My hair is so strange looking lately...


I'm watching my roomates kid and he's tourturing my mothers cat as I write this and I'm pretty sure he's using a pice of the shades to do it, I wont tell if you don't....
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I'm bored.

I got a job doing childcare for my roomate, my roomates friend and my ma'. That puts me at four kids.

Four kids puts me at 900 a month which is great.

My first kid is playing with his hashbrowns on the table. It's cute... going to be a pain in my ass to clean, btu cute.

I'm tired... he's going to take...
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I'm so itching to get a tattoo...but it wouldn't be wise to get one before an expected weight loss of around 175 pounds.

so.. yes

Got into an argument with the goth cliche... and then started talking to him about the things going on with dre. he thinks theres something there. I pray, and wait...and pray some more because I get insecure...and then go back to waiting because dre knows I like him and stuff and I just have to wait and see what he does.. I think...
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meh. I told dre how I feel about him and blah blah but then I got my responce and he doesn't want to lose my friendship and likes the way things are, and i can't blame him because I do too and I don't really want things to change I just....want to be girlfriendly but I can't be...and the only person I think I would...
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So the rumor is Dre has a thing for me now.. Or something. Which you'd think would make me happy, and it does....however I'm so depressed lately I don't quite know what to do with myself.

It's funny how some people think things are one way, and as long as you allow them to think that way, they continue to do so. Despite it being a bit obvious that it isn't that way any longer.

I have a friend now, that I don't even really consider a friend... It's that digusting little goth boy I was enamoured with not too long...
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I hate dove.

Life is boring.

It's my charges birthday today, we're having chinese for lunch.

I love the kids I work with, hate my employer. I need a new job.

I wish I were in love.

I'm in deep like with someone I'm sure isn't interested in and it sucks. Blah.

My computer still has yet to be fixed.

I miss being online.

I need a boyfriend that will kiss me hard.

I need someone I can talk abouts ex with at the very very least.

I almost had a threesome lastnight. It was great fun and my roomates boyfriend can kiss like no tomorrow. lmao. She is pretty good at it too. she's very easily excitible. haha. Anyways yes I am going to go now.

Ee. Hellou all. So...I donno what to say here I'm just borededed. I want to have my surgery. I can't wait you don't understand. ARRR. I am going to go see my boyfriend tonight. Yay. And then I'ma come home and get drunkers. Yay. Hah. Anyways I was so super duber dumb bitch stoned lastnight. Good times. anyways I miss dre hopein the homie comes...
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